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okay so i guess i am supposed to write about christmas? christmas is blah to me. i am the scrooge of the family i guess. i mean sure i sit there, smile and collect presents but if someone said christmas wasn't going to happen this year i wouldn't break down.
anyway so we opened presents in the morning of course..but i was late because i stayed out 'til 5 in the morning and i came home and slept 'til 11. i got everything i wanted but i am above listing it in here...i think that's dumb to list what you got when you'll remember it because all the stuff is sitting right here heh. so after presents we went from house to house of relatives and friends and i always feel awkward in that situation because i feel like i have to fake laugh my way through it...especially when i am sitting next to old people. they look at me laughing and say "last time i saw you, you were probably this high and your mom sent a picture of you with that doll. remember?" what am i supposed to say to that!?!? so i smile and laugh and nod. it's painful because i feel so insincere and i don't want to be. see christmas blows!!!!!!!
anyway i awoke today to some fucking good cupcakes with strawberry shortcake on them.. it was fantastic.i feel like a fatty because i ate 2 for breakfast. oh well :D
anyway so we opened presents in the morning of course..but i was late because i stayed out 'til 5 in the morning and i came home and slept 'til 11. i got everything i wanted but i am above listing it in here...i think that's dumb to list what you got when you'll remember it because all the stuff is sitting right here heh. so after presents we went from house to house of relatives and friends and i always feel awkward in that situation because i feel like i have to fake laugh my way through it...especially when i am sitting next to old people. they look at me laughing and say "last time i saw you, you were probably this high and your mom sent a picture of you with that doll. remember?" what am i supposed to say to that!?!? so i smile and laugh and nod. it's painful because i feel so insincere and i don't want to be. see christmas blows!!!!!!!
anyway i awoke today to some fucking good cupcakes with strawberry shortcake on them.. it was fantastic.i feel like a fatty because i ate 2 for breakfast. oh well :D