i feel bad for you...
it's funny when you think you love someone then you realize that you have no clue what that is anymore and you know they have even less of an idea of it then you do. it kind of smacks you back into reality and you feel dumb. you never want to feel vulnerable again and you fight it so hard and just when you almost lose the battle, you realize something. thank god for realizations. my feelings haven't changed because i'm not insincere and finicky like that but i know how i feel isn't good and will never be reciprocated... and i'm finding a way to put it on the back burner 'til it goes away.
new sn is in the works. it's about time anyway. i've had this tooooo long.
oh shit we're leaving in a few hours. i totally forget. my poor buddy jesse is going through some tough times but i hope he hangs in there 'cause things will improve for him. i know it. <3 oh yeah news flash, you're a bastard right now!!!!!!!!!!
new sn is in the works. it's about time anyway. i've had this tooooo long.
oh shit we're leaving in a few hours. i totally forget. my poor buddy jesse is going through some tough times but i hope he hangs in there 'cause things will improve for him. i know it. <3 oh yeah news flash, you're a bastard right now!!!!!!!!!!