help my life please.. i'm lost again and can't find who i really am
last time i updated was god knows how long.
have i forgot how to write? have i forgot how to feel like i really should? i am trying to change the way i live but get stuck in the rut on the course traveled so carefully. maybe one day, i will learn. haha. learning. an experience.
change. a change of heart. change of mind. change of pace. with a change of clothes.
sitting at the head of the table; waiting for it to tip over. i want to hear the crash of the dishes on the floor. sick.. isn't it?
have i forgot how to write? have i forgot how to feel like i really should? i am trying to change the way i live but get stuck in the rut on the course traveled so carefully. maybe one day, i will learn. haha. learning. an experience.
change. a change of heart. change of mind. change of pace. with a change of clothes.
sitting at the head of the table; waiting for it to tip over. i want to hear the crash of the dishes on the floor. sick.. isn't it?