backaches and the summer heat.
soooo. uhhh, i have no idea when i last updated. i've been so busy. i finally finished school, at a new j-o-b, with stuff i like to do.
relationship wise: it's a very complicated situation and idk anymore. it's either, HEY! LET'S KEEP TRYING AND SEE HOW FAR WE CAN PROGRESS, or it's, HEY!!!!!! fuck it. let's give up. idk what to do. I love him but i feel that a lot of things in our relationship could be better. i guess im tryin to hold myself back from not growing up too fast because what has this relationship given me so far that i could benefit from? I mean every relationship has it's ups and downs but what can you really do about it? Shit's been pissin my off lately. Oh well.
i just cant wait to get my raise, it'll be better cause i really just need to move into my own place with a nice big comfy bed and a nice tv and lots of pillows and cushions and my own space to do whatever the fuck i wanna fuckin do.
relationship wise: it's a very complicated situation and idk anymore. it's either, HEY! LET'S KEEP TRYING AND SEE HOW FAR WE CAN PROGRESS, or it's, HEY!!!!!! fuck it. let's give up. idk what to do. I love him but i feel that a lot of things in our relationship could be better. i guess im tryin to hold myself back from not growing up too fast because what has this relationship given me so far that i could benefit from? I mean every relationship has it's ups and downs but what can you really do about it? Shit's been pissin my off lately. Oh well.
i just cant wait to get my raise, it'll be better cause i really just need to move into my own place with a nice big comfy bed and a nice tv and lots of pillows and cushions and my own space to do whatever the fuck i wanna fuckin do.