Mar 05, 2005 21:11
so not a whole lot has happened as of late but i'll fill you all in.
work has been alright for the most part. erin is being uber nice so the whole store seems to be getting along a lot better *phew* things don't seem as stressful anymore. thank god. i've been busy fixing candles and i finished last nite which was a good feeling. i've been blessesd to be working with cool people for the past week which is amazing. :) finally i'm not bored out of my mind while being there. so that aspect is pretty good.
sam, steph, jess and i have been spending more time together :D not all of us together although on the 16th the four of us are going to the picture people at the mall to get pictures taken of all of us just to have fun and be goofy and get out together. i can't wait for that. :) steph and i spent last sunday nite at sam's and had a blast and jess came in to see me at work on monday and it was nice to see her i hadn't seen her in a while cuz she works constantly. and then last nite steph and jess came over to watch the notebook. :) that was a grand time as always. i love those girls. they're all amazing and anytime i spend with them is such good fun. :)
to keep the good things going... i went to verizon today to see what they could offer me for a cell plan. it definitely looks like i'm going to be hooking up with them for service and i'll be doing it ALL ON MY OWN!!!! :) which is awesome. i should have that service up and running by the beginning of april (car insurance is due this week and my car payment is due the following week) so that is going to be good. i also get to keep my number so i won't have to change it again and go through the hassle of killing myself over that. :) woo hoo! i already know what phone i'm getting and everything so i'm excited. so yay for that. this is also amazing because now it won't cost me 9 million dollars every month for my phone bill. yay!!!! :) my last phone bill was double what it should be because i'm a texting fiend. so i'll be all set w/ the cell phone business.
on the other hand though i've been fighting a lot with matt about stuff... i dont really want to discuss what but idk. i feel bad about it but then again i don't. it's really hard to put it all into words and everything but i don't really know how to feel or what to say. i dont want to not talk to him because he's wonderful but idk... things aren't the same and it sucks. i talked to him today and things didn't go so well. maybe we can try to talk things out later. :-/ that's about the only bad thing going on right now.
everything is wonderful and since i've "turned over a new leaf" so to say things have been wonderful. i honestly can't complain. things with my friends are looking up, i'm having a better time at work, i'm getting along a lot better with my family and things are just generally looking up. i'm sooo happy with how i feel now. not only do i feel better about the things that are going on but i feel better about myself too. :) that's a great feeling.
i miss lots of you... like tasha and alicia and marcela. hopefully i'll get to see you all soon.
**TWIN... I NEED TO TALK TO YOU I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU BUT I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU ON AIM IN FOREVER :'( YOU SHOULD CALL ME SOMETIME IF YOU CAN**
love you all. xoxoxo