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*warning warning* filled with great animosity and some humor
alrighty i think my eljay just had a fucking coniption because everything is like super huge and i'm a lil scared as to why it is like this. :-/ ekkk...
work has blown my ass to hell and back this weekend. people are lucky as fuck that i didn't rip off their heads or pulled off their penis' and shoved them down their throat shortly followed by their sack. oh well... i think i almost quit like 758905424-2764871619275402754 times in the past two days. ahhhhhh i hate some of the people i work with... like a whole fucking lot. ahhh... so i left for lunch yesterday (saturday) to get the pizza we ordered from green onion. so i'm really really really angry and almost in tears i'm so upset and of course something really dumb happens and i can't even laugh about it. urgh... so anyways. i'm in my car blastin senses fail or something i can't exactly remember i was so mad. but yes i pull up to the stop light near the resturant and there's a line of traffic so i'm back near the ford dealer. and i hear the boom boom boom of some massive bass and i know its not my car so i'm looking behind me to see where the asshole with the nasty system is... and i can't find him. so i look over and out of the corner of my eye i see a dancing elephant. and i'm like wtf... i nknow i'm mad but i'm not fucking delerious. so i look again and my eyes did not deceive me. there was the jammin 107.7 jeep (a local hiphop station) and the dancing elephant shaking it's ass to the music. and the elephant sees me looking at him so he walks over to my car and taps on the passenger side window. now remember i'm not happy in the slightest and i'm like a walking time bomb. and i got pissed about him knocking on my window so i flip shit and scream... get the fuck away from my car you stupid fucking ass shaking douchebag elephant. and then i flip him off. and he looks at me and put his hooves/feet/paws whatever the fuck they are call to his face in shock. and i drive off. i walk into the resturant not so enthused and the older italian man is working the one with the really thick italian accent... **use your imagination now** he looks at me and says... "whatsa da madda?" i'm like nothing. he says "noo nooo something da madda... whatsa da madda?" and i'm like i'm having a bad day at work and i just flipped off the stupid dancing elephant. so i'm expecting this guy to look at me cross eyed and be like wtf is she talking about but no.. he looks at me and smiles and says "goooooood... we'vea been wanting to do that alla day." i nearly pissed myself it was soooooo funny. but yes that was the only good thing about yesterday. but anyways...
today wasn't any better at all. didn't want to be there so i was like ahhh when i went in. go pushed around as usual and didn't get anything accomplished because my bosses are stupid. however i did get to decorate the newly put out xmas trees with my lovely sammykins and build an ice cube snowman with steph and then we tried mulitple times to build those stupid lighted trees. the white ones with the lights. yea... that took the two of us about ummmm... 40 minutes to do three of them. 30 minutes primarily to figure out how to do the first one because i'm an ass and didn't find the directions until the last one was done. go figure. but we did it none the less. it's only september and i'm already sick of xmas. i wish it would just come and go already. ugh... sorry for anyone who likes the holiday it's a pain in my ass.
i have tomorrow off... thank god. i needed it because if i had to work tomorrow i'd probably kill myself or someone else.
hmmm... holly and i decided today that in december we're taking a road trip down to jersey to see toni, cait, and roxy and in the process we're going to see senses fail... again. :) and then hopefully sf will come back and play again in february close to my bday so i can be happy. :) woo hoo. this is awesome. i love holly for that. yay... so i'm going to buy my ticket tomorrow *crosses fingers* hoping that service charges aren't raping my checking account in the bumm. and i will be going out to see my lovely holly anne in a few weekends with celina. we're going to drive out saturday morning early early and then come home monday afternoon. this will be fun. i'm excited. yay!!!
we sold the pontiac to some guy that my memere knows for 100 bucks. :'( i'm gonna miss that car so tomorrow i'm going to be a major major geek and take pictures of it... inside and out because the inside is the best part as holly and celina know. :) i really do miss that car. i miss it a lot... and as much as i say i hated it i dont want to sell it. but the guy wants a project so he's got one. hmmm... maybe if he fixes the whole thing then i'll trade him back my pontiac for the geo. i hate that thing now. i really do. urgh... i hate how life works.
i've never been good at living and i dont think it'll get any easier either. hurm... i wish i could just fast forward a few years and skip all the shit in the coming years. keep all the good times that would happen like the times with friends and good shows and fun family holidays and stuff but skip all the crap inbetween.
btw i'm getting a puppy. the last time i went to visit holly and celina i fell in love with celina's puppy mitsy and now i want a puppy of my own. :) and i'm getting one. hopefully a lil yorkshire terrier because they stay little and i think they're adorable.
oh well... i'm ending this entry now. :)
xoxo... <333 you all.
alrighty i think my eljay just had a fucking coniption because everything is like super huge and i'm a lil scared as to why it is like this. :-/ ekkk...
work has blown my ass to hell and back this weekend. people are lucky as fuck that i didn't rip off their heads or pulled off their penis' and shoved them down their throat shortly followed by their sack. oh well... i think i almost quit like 758905424-2764871619275402754 times in the past two days. ahhhhhh i hate some of the people i work with... like a whole fucking lot. ahhh... so i left for lunch yesterday (saturday) to get the pizza we ordered from green onion. so i'm really really really angry and almost in tears i'm so upset and of course something really dumb happens and i can't even laugh about it. urgh... so anyways. i'm in my car blastin senses fail or something i can't exactly remember i was so mad. but yes i pull up to the stop light near the resturant and there's a line of traffic so i'm back near the ford dealer. and i hear the boom boom boom of some massive bass and i know its not my car so i'm looking behind me to see where the asshole with the nasty system is... and i can't find him. so i look over and out of the corner of my eye i see a dancing elephant. and i'm like wtf... i nknow i'm mad but i'm not fucking delerious. so i look again and my eyes did not deceive me. there was the jammin 107.7 jeep (a local hiphop station) and the dancing elephant shaking it's ass to the music. and the elephant sees me looking at him so he walks over to my car and taps on the passenger side window. now remember i'm not happy in the slightest and i'm like a walking time bomb. and i got pissed about him knocking on my window so i flip shit and scream... get the fuck away from my car you stupid fucking ass shaking douchebag elephant. and then i flip him off. and he looks at me and put his hooves/feet/paws whatever the fuck they are call to his face in shock. and i drive off. i walk into the resturant not so enthused and the older italian man is working the one with the really thick italian accent... **use your imagination now** he looks at me and says... "whatsa da madda?" i'm like nothing. he says "noo nooo something da madda... whatsa da madda?" and i'm like i'm having a bad day at work and i just flipped off the stupid dancing elephant. so i'm expecting this guy to look at me cross eyed and be like wtf is she talking about but no.. he looks at me and smiles and says "goooooood... we'vea been wanting to do that alla day." i nearly pissed myself it was soooooo funny. but yes that was the only good thing about yesterday. but anyways...
today wasn't any better at all. didn't want to be there so i was like ahhh when i went in. go pushed around as usual and didn't get anything accomplished because my bosses are stupid. however i did get to decorate the newly put out xmas trees with my lovely sammykins and build an ice cube snowman with steph and then we tried mulitple times to build those stupid lighted trees. the white ones with the lights. yea... that took the two of us about ummmm... 40 minutes to do three of them. 30 minutes primarily to figure out how to do the first one because i'm an ass and didn't find the directions until the last one was done. go figure. but we did it none the less. it's only september and i'm already sick of xmas. i wish it would just come and go already. ugh... sorry for anyone who likes the holiday it's a pain in my ass.
i have tomorrow off... thank god. i needed it because if i had to work tomorrow i'd probably kill myself or someone else.
hmmm... holly and i decided today that in december we're taking a road trip down to jersey to see toni, cait, and roxy and in the process we're going to see senses fail... again. :) and then hopefully sf will come back and play again in february close to my bday so i can be happy. :) woo hoo. this is awesome. i love holly for that. yay... so i'm going to buy my ticket tomorrow *crosses fingers* hoping that service charges aren't raping my checking account in the bumm. and i will be going out to see my lovely holly anne in a few weekends with celina. we're going to drive out saturday morning early early and then come home monday afternoon. this will be fun. i'm excited. yay!!!
we sold the pontiac to some guy that my memere knows for 100 bucks. :'( i'm gonna miss that car so tomorrow i'm going to be a major major geek and take pictures of it... inside and out because the inside is the best part as holly and celina know. :) i really do miss that car. i miss it a lot... and as much as i say i hated it i dont want to sell it. but the guy wants a project so he's got one. hmmm... maybe if he fixes the whole thing then i'll trade him back my pontiac for the geo. i hate that thing now. i really do. urgh... i hate how life works.
i've never been good at living and i dont think it'll get any easier either. hurm... i wish i could just fast forward a few years and skip all the shit in the coming years. keep all the good times that would happen like the times with friends and good shows and fun family holidays and stuff but skip all the crap inbetween.
btw i'm getting a puppy. the last time i went to visit holly and celina i fell in love with celina's puppy mitsy and now i want a puppy of my own. :) and i'm getting one. hopefully a lil yorkshire terrier because they stay little and i think they're adorable.
oh well... i'm ending this entry now. :)
xoxo... <333 you all.