here we go round...
had to get away. we didn't get a mod, and now i am hit with the realization that i could be living at home next year.
first to my house and just sat on my bed. and allowed myself to think if i could handle sleeping in that bed next year (no.) for $5000? (???)
then just up streets and around and found myself in glendora and just drove up foothill past morgansranch where i had so many memories and past basically everything so it was basically just trees... those were memories, but it was good just driving and listening to city on a hill... i needed that so much, and then driving back and around some more streets.
i dunno if it was God's will or not to not give us a mod... actually everything is kinda God's will no matter how large/small so i guess it was but it has taught me a lot... this whole freakin week has taught me a lot. man i have so much to just get out.....
first to my house and just sat on my bed. and allowed myself to think if i could handle sleeping in that bed next year (no.) for $5000? (???)
then just up streets and around and found myself in glendora and just drove up foothill past morgansranch where i had so many memories and past basically everything so it was basically just trees... those were memories, but it was good just driving and listening to city on a hill... i needed that so much, and then driving back and around some more streets.
i dunno if it was God's will or not to not give us a mod... actually everything is kinda God's will no matter how large/small so i guess it was but it has taught me a lot... this whole freakin week has taught me a lot. man i have so much to just get out.....