New Beginings...
Well its been a while since I actually write in Lj lol and well I just wane write a couple of things down. For example the past week I've been talking to a friend of mines yeah its a she and her name is Vanessa and well I've grown onto her I guess and well I started liking her and helped her on a project lol (If you can call it that :-p). Anyways w/e we talked and yesterday I asked her out and stuff :-p she’s so sweet and cute I don’t know I've gotten over Lilly it just still sucks cause in church she’s all flirty with Leo and well it bothers me cause I dun care if she you know gets with other ppl its just disturbing cause I’m there and it hurts to know she doesn't care enough to realize that’s pretty disrespectful, for example I would not make out with Vinny in front of her that’s wrong and well I get angry cause she doesn't show the least bit of respect not only that but ppl talk bout it too like ppl say its wrong Sonia already told her and Yans grandma noticed today and said that was messed up oh well w/e she’s the one ending up in the wrong way. Like Yan said no point in thinking bout it she wants to be stupid and dumb let her I won't stop her ppl like that dun get anywhere its sad how she’s totally diff when I’m not with her actually to worse she’s more annoying and I see the flaws a lot more. Vinny on the other hand is different well at least for the time I’ve known her I didn't pay much attention to her cause I was with Lilly but now I don’t know she’s real cute and special and well you know she cares and stuff not that Lilly didn't but its diff she’s not like Lilly actually and its for the best :-p
So yeah I’m going out with Vinny now and well its feels good the only drawback is that she goes to Miami Lakes Tech but oh well its not like I haven’t been in a long distance relationship and I handle them real well :-p well lets talk a little bit about Vinny.
She's small and Slim and sheds super cute I mean her lil face she has this way of smiling that just burns an image to your brain I just hope that I’m doing ok and she doesn’t like break my heart but I doubt she will she's a sweet gal and well she's super cute and stuff. She has beautiful hair that she ties in a band because she doesn’t like it in her face but again I say what’s the point of having hair if your going to tie it. She’s the brown-eyed girl her eyes are shiny and reflect my face on it and well all I see in them is cuteness and maybe sweetness. Yesterday we went to the mall and played golf and stuff yeah I owe her :-p. Oh I got her something I have to give her but I forgot to give it to her anyways w.e I just think that she's going to be diff and she's officially my second relationship in the 17 years that I’ve been alive Lilly was the first ands that’s all to it. I hope I can make her happy and I hope I can give her what no one can I know I can :)…..
Oh yeah let me end this by thanking God because its because of his son Jesus Christ that we are forgiven by everything we do wrong because he died for us on the cross an innocent man who’s crime was be the son of good and preach the gospel. I thank him for Vinny and church my band members my sisters and mom and dad and well everything else that he knows he’s done for me cause they are too many to name but I know what he’s done for me and thank you god cause I love you because of u I walk this path not alone with everything I want :).
P.s.....April 2nd is the day we started dating around 9PM :-p
So yeah I’m going out with Vinny now and well its feels good the only drawback is that she goes to Miami Lakes Tech but oh well its not like I haven’t been in a long distance relationship and I handle them real well :-p well lets talk a little bit about Vinny.
She's small and Slim and sheds super cute I mean her lil face she has this way of smiling that just burns an image to your brain I just hope that I’m doing ok and she doesn’t like break my heart but I doubt she will she's a sweet gal and well she's super cute and stuff. She has beautiful hair that she ties in a band because she doesn’t like it in her face but again I say what’s the point of having hair if your going to tie it. She’s the brown-eyed girl her eyes are shiny and reflect my face on it and well all I see in them is cuteness and maybe sweetness. Yesterday we went to the mall and played golf and stuff yeah I owe her :-p. Oh I got her something I have to give her but I forgot to give it to her anyways w.e I just think that she's going to be diff and she's officially my second relationship in the 17 years that I’ve been alive Lilly was the first ands that’s all to it. I hope I can make her happy and I hope I can give her what no one can I know I can :)…..
Oh yeah let me end this by thanking God because its because of his son Jesus Christ that we are forgiven by everything we do wrong because he died for us on the cross an innocent man who’s crime was be the son of good and preach the gospel. I thank him for Vinny and church my band members my sisters and mom and dad and well everything else that he knows he’s done for me cause they are too many to name but I know what he’s done for me and thank you god cause I love you because of u I walk this path not alone with everything I want :).
P.s.....April 2nd is the day we started dating around 9PM :-p