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i need to update, but i promise it won't be half as long as the last. last weekend was great. i babysat on friday, then went to brick for the LBF show. good times, good times. finally meet jill! after the show, me maria kelly chris and * went to the diner. fortunately, we didn't get pulled over on the way home-- clocked in a little before 2am. saturday i slept until three in the afternoon. babysat at night, and walker came to visit. in their basement, the boys have this HUGE indoor basketball net thing, its very cool. needless to say, walker fell right into, snapping it into five thousand million tiny pieces and it made josh cry. on top of it all, as soon as it happened, charyl and jeff came home. after-- walker and i went to maria's for a bit, shaun and eddie broke in through the window because they were piss drunk. okay, well just eddie. he's hilarious. the basement holds some fond memories. i love you fidela. epic. sunday i worked, then ditched walker for helter skelter.
this week was horrible, im so glad its coming to an end. i dont know why... just a lot of shit that i don't want to deal with. i feel so out of place when i'm with some of my closest friends... like they don't want me there. i feel so detached, and yeah i guess we've been drifting apart a little in the past few months due to the enormous amount of time i spend at concerts, and with maria (i would never regret or take back any of those times), but is that really an excuse for not inviting me places, ignoring me at times and not telling me about even the smallest things- because hey... i still do care. believe it or not, i do. i don't want to say names, or even point fingers, just in general. bah, oh well. this year is almost over with.
monday maria and i ran some errands. and by ran, i mean she drove me in the van. i love that girl, and her pimp ride. later, i met up with my shu twin steph at the mall. i can't wait for college next year with the shu crew (wattup steph and jay. haha). monday night was bizarre. lets just say it involved a creepy 7th grader, and the cops.
tuesday jason came over for a bit to grope me and watch aqua teen hunger force. i babysat, then walker came over to help me study math. it helped. i passed the test, and it raised my quarter grade a whole fucking ten points.
yesterday was a shitty day and i napped the whole afternoon.
today wasn't that bad, movies in many classes, preschool went well, and the good math grade news. work after school, and i had some awesome visitors. thanks frank for coming and dragging dan and nelson along too. i owe you a shoprite stalk.
tomorrow is friday, and i can't wait. no spectacular plans for the weekend- yet. babysitting satuday and work on sunday.
i have thoughts about prom, but i promised this entry wouldn't be too long. so this is the end.
goodbye.
p.s. leave some love. i need it.
this week was horrible, im so glad its coming to an end. i dont know why... just a lot of shit that i don't want to deal with. i feel so out of place when i'm with some of my closest friends... like they don't want me there. i feel so detached, and yeah i guess we've been drifting apart a little in the past few months due to the enormous amount of time i spend at concerts, and with maria (i would never regret or take back any of those times), but is that really an excuse for not inviting me places, ignoring me at times and not telling me about even the smallest things- because hey... i still do care. believe it or not, i do. i don't want to say names, or even point fingers, just in general. bah, oh well. this year is almost over with.
monday maria and i ran some errands. and by ran, i mean she drove me in the van. i love that girl, and her pimp ride. later, i met up with my shu twin steph at the mall. i can't wait for college next year with the shu crew (wattup steph and jay. haha). monday night was bizarre. lets just say it involved a creepy 7th grader, and the cops.
tuesday jason came over for a bit to grope me and watch aqua teen hunger force. i babysat, then walker came over to help me study math. it helped. i passed the test, and it raised my quarter grade a whole fucking ten points.
yesterday was a shitty day and i napped the whole afternoon.
today wasn't that bad, movies in many classes, preschool went well, and the good math grade news. work after school, and i had some awesome visitors. thanks frank for coming and dragging dan and nelson along too. i owe you a shoprite stalk.
tomorrow is friday, and i can't wait. no spectacular plans for the weekend- yet. babysitting satuday and work on sunday.
i have thoughts about prom, but i promised this entry wouldn't be too long. so this is the end.
goodbye.
p.s. leave some love. i need it.