i slept in until 4 today. i really wanted to go to the darkroom but i couldn't stop sleeping.
my dreams have been really weird lately. they keep bringing up shit that i don't think about in real life. now i know how i feel about a few things and it's only because i dreamed about it. bizarre.
i think my medicine makes me very calm about things that normal people would get pissed about. it makes me not care about some shit. erin told me the other day that i am the most laid back, chill, low maitenance person ever. it's sad that one of my huge character traits is probably entirely because of chemicals.
maybe i was like this before i started taking them, i don't remember. either way, i would rather be popping pills than feeling like shit everyday. it's just something that i think about every once in a while.
sooo FUNNY PICTURE!
kristan