i have a feeling that life in st louis these next few months is going to be painfully boring. i should get a coke habit or something. or i should just work more. i don't even know if i have a job right now. coooool.
and then there's this:
and
[How old?]: 19 1/2
[Where do you live?]: st louis, MO
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[Wallet]: it's blue and it used to be rachel's
[Jewelry worn daily]: nosering?
[Shoes]: nicht!
[Handbag]: haha, i don't have a fucking handbag
[Perfume/Cologne]: cigarettes?
[Piercings]: i think i have 2 holes left in each ear, and my nose
[What you are wearing now]: my soccer jersey from 3rd grade and some jeans
[Makeup]: mascara
[In my mouth]: goldfish!
[In my head]: drugs
[Wishing]: i knew what the crap was going on
[Talking to]: ethan
[Eating] : nothing anymore
[Some of your favorite movies]: high fidelity, reservoir dogs, i am trying to break your heart
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: moving? lots of concerts. wilco, the faint, the pixies, possibly the gossip...
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: needles. not the happy tattoo kind
[Do you believe in love]: yea, but it's bullshit
[Do you believe in soul mates]: yes but not necessarily romantically
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: no
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: yes
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: a cat or and old friendly dog, as long as i don't have to take care of it
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: the point of religion
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: ryansaydie, erika, julia, joey...
In the last 24 hours, have you:
[Cried?]: no. actually i think it's been a couple months. weird.
[Bought something?]: i bought a milkshake at cartel a couple hours ago
[Gotten sick]: no
[Sang?]: pft, yea
[Eaten?]: duh
[Been kissed?]: by my dad, yea
[Felt stupid?]: yes
[Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't?]: heh, no
[Met someone new?]: hmm, i don't think so
[Moved on?]: sure...
[Talked to an ex?]: no
[Missed an ex?]: nope
[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: yep
[Had a serious talk?]: uh, no. well, i talked to someone about how seriously awesome ted leo is.
[Hugged someone?]: i don't think so and that's sad
[Fought with your parents?]: nope. i totally let the cats escape for an unknown amount of time, though.
[Dreamed about someone you can't be with?]: i doubt it, unless i had a hot sex dream last night
Social Life:
[Boyfriend/Girlfriend?]: nooooope. no interest in one, really.
[What type automobile do you drive?]: toyota prius
[What type automobile do you wish you drove?]: i like my car. it would be awesome if it was sid only with the same gas mileage. i miss sid =(
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: friends
[Where is the best hangout?]: uh, i like my couch a lot
[Do you have a job?]: i don't know
[Do you like being around people?]: yes
Personal:
[Who is your role model?]: pete. i strive to be like pete.
[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?]: ha, probably a billion times
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: yes
[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?]: recently i've been a big fan of nerds.
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you?]: yes, but i really don't want to actually have to DO it
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"?]: realtionship, hookups are getting old
[Want someone you don't have right now?]: i don't really know what's going on there
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: yes. probably a billion times.
[Do you want to get married?]: we'll see
[Do you want kids?]: fuck kids!
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?]: ha, no, i doubt it
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]: my mouth. it's fun.
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]: haha emotional being. you fucking hippies.
[Are you happy with you?]: yes
[Are you happy with your life?]: no, but i'm working towards it
[If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be?]: not live in st louis, perhaps?
omg there are TWO gay guys on the new real world! whatever, it's going to be lame. i want to be on the real world.
kristan