Yea this sucks
Life what a big whoop! Ok well my meaning of life and its purpose: you are born and you come outta this woman who is supposed to be your mother and care for you and protect you but they fail you, then as you grow up maybe you have a father maybe you dont but they usually fail you also or do something that just pisses you off, then you keep growing up never maturing more than your parents or thats what they think. Ok you fall in love many times or at least think you are in love, and that person usually fails you, they either hurt you by not being all that great, or they are just that great but their pride and self concidence always gets in the way, DAMN THEM. So you learn or you dont and you keep getting hurt, if you do learn you become one of those who secludes themselves from everyone else. then you are an adult WOW, you do adult things, either you turn into a sex maniac, settle down, or just stay lonely the rest of your life, thats all the alternatives, maybe you find religion, maybe you dont, and if you have kids you fail them without meaning to, then you get old, maybe your kids put you in a nursing home, maybe the state does. Or you could have loving kids who actually take care of you but I doubt it. Then yes the part we have been waiting for...YOU DIE...yes and they put you in the ground and either mourn or thank their "god" for your death. Or maybe you are a hermet after all these years of seclusion that you die and no one knows or finds out until your bills start stacking up and finally the bill people send someone and they find you dead, after all those months. Either way you get stuck in the ground or maybe you get cremated to be put in a vase and have it sit in someones room. Yes you are dead if you believe in an after life maybe you live on, maybe you go to hell, either way life is full of failures, disappointments, and fear. SO why care, why not roll up that joint whenever you feel like it or not do your homework cause you could careless, or really why dont you drink until you think you might explode or dont really know what the hell you are doing. Yes it is true I am not an optimistic person. AND WHY THE HELL DO PEOPLE CONTINUE LIVING AFTER ALL THESE FAILURES..for that one moment of happiness, for that right person to come along, for that one high that they can never obtain, for that one chance to give life to a new being, for their GOD, for their family, and for the chance to be FREE. Yes, I feel I am in a cage, bound down by chains that wont break, screaming for someone to save me, but no one can, no one can save me from my fate, what is that fate......death, the grim reeper shall reep maybe in 40 years maybe in 20 maybe in hours or days or months we do not know, but he shall come for everyone. Fate takes you on a magical journey just to leave you old, dead, and maybe you found your moment of happiness, maybe you found your love, maybe you found that life to give, maybe you found some trust, maybe you didn't fail and maybe just maybe you were truly excited about life and your death was not shamed maybe they cared, Maybe you started a revolution, and did all the things you wanted to do in life, Maybe you turned out great and didnt have to die, but lived on in the memories of others, and famously did so, for I see potential in everyone and for all of them I see life greatly done.