So my week has been a BLAST>>>>>
Things are crazy, I am going insane, its quite sad. I have totally give up on caring anymore, ONE MORE MONTH OF THIS PLACE. I would love to elaborate. I could bitch about life and the unfair things, I could bitch about my past, I could bitch about family, but I think I would rather damn myself today. I am a bitch, yes it is true and most of you know it. I also play people, it's true, I use them like pawns in my little game of life. The only people that I dont use are my true friends, that would include, See, Carrie, Charlotte, and Derek. Yes that should be all of them. Everyone else who knows me, you guessed it, you are all pawns, mwahahaha, I know, I am evil. Someday I will be fucked and people will figure out my game. I am complicated, half the time I dont know what is going on in my head. As the Misfits would say "Hate the living, love the dead." When I think about marriage, and my future, I dont really see both of them. I hate men today, Men suck. ALL they WANT is SEX and FOOD. Men love to bang things. I hate MEN. Assholes especially they can go FUCK themselves. I dont mean to be so rude but Men are dicks literally. They pollute the mind and dessicate the soul with their needs for intercourse. They spread their seeds like wildfire in order to have a few moments of release, I FUCKING HATE MEN. LOL I said I would only rant about myself, oh well. Cut off a man's dick and you might as well have killed him. Their dicks operate them making them robots, or zombies of some sort. Men go crazy when a woman has short skirts and stockings, they are too easy. Men are easy, women they are a bit more difficult. You have to connect with them on a personal level. Dont get me wrong, I think some males are intelligent, and I dont think it is bad to be sexual, but to let sex rule you to the point that relationships other than that mean nothing is ignorant. I mean we do give in to the things that pleasure us, but we can't let those things rule us. I dont think I will be able to really trust anyone for sometime now. People are devious and manipulative and I won't nothing to do with them. The only thing I really hate is my love of men, although I hate them, some men can be quite extraordinary(most of the are gay, damnit!!). I am silly, I know. Well let me go waste my teenage brain and watch some useless tv.