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My B-day Tuesday July 14, 1987
Ruled by Mars
Tuesday is ruled by MARS, in ancient times known as the mythological "God of War". People born on a Tuesday will exhibit the will to win and often, the need to be a winner, a desire to lead the way, a fighting spirit, and a love of combat, be it verbal, emotional, intellectual, sporting or physical.
http://www.miltonblack.com.au/astrology/birthdays.htm
Its funny how true astrology can be. I posses all the qualities above. It's kinda sad, its sucks to aspire to be so much and be a winner and then lose. LOL I am so silly. This is stupid. Also like my zodiac sign (cancer) I am fucking moody as hell. I don't know about the whole closeness to family crap that most horoscopes say cancers posses. I could give a fuck about family, carrie you know why, you know all about my family and how ignorant most of them are(this is my extensive family being that I grew up in a fucking Native American community where I mostly related to them all, only not because my mother was adopted but hell whatever I grew up thinking I was related to them so I am connected to them in that sense). Oh my god I hate them all, I hate Native Americans. Sometimes I wish I had no culture, it would be kind of boring but nontheless I wouldn't have to put up with all these pricks and racist bastards. I have only dated two native american guys, omg and I will never date another one. There family was really nice because when I dated them I as a "nice christian girl". LOL its funny how time can change our ideas, its funny that I used to think I was important and GOD LOVED ME. Now I could give a fuck, I dont even believe in a God, and if half the people I know that are "christians" get into heaven I sure as hell dont wanna be there. Maybe I am just being a bitch today. I better be nice before something awful happens to me, yes I do believe strongly in Karma. I had a weird dream last night. I have had this dream twice now. It was about a house, actually a mansion. I had this gigantic bed and there were people visiting my family and I. I was in college but had come home for the break. I actually woke up believing that I lived in a mansion then I thought about it a little while and I was like holy shit I dont live in a mansion I live in a brick house with three rooms, two bathrooms, living room, kitchen/dining room, and a inground pool with a diving board in my back yard(i am not going to say anything else about that)(all one story). So no I am not rich, my house is relatively small even though both my parents have two fucking walk-in closets, I mean those things are huge. My walk-in closet is really small, and my sister poor girl has just a plain closet. Everyone uses my parents bathroom because it has a jacuzzi bathtub (I fucking love that thing) and a seperate shower part, the other bathroom is pretty plain. Oh yea and my parents have a fucking sitting area across from there room, lucky bastards. I miss my huge ass canopy bed, I mean the thing is huge and comfy. My sister has a little day bed, teehee, stupid bitch sleeps in my bed when I am not home, I bet the next time I go home she is going to have all my clothes in her room and take my room from me. I would have to kill her then. I just noticed that I am ranting. Well Carrie and Hannah have seen my house, I think Jon and Ashley have seen it also. Carrie is the only one who really understands my family, mainly because she has come home with me so much and spent a lot of time with me. Carrie understands me better then I understand myself, I swear she knows shit even when I am hiding it from her. Carrie are you GOD lol. Oh yes, by the way (carrie) are you goint to prom? I am antiprom this year, yes I could careless about going. One thing I dont have a date(although I could ask Jen, hmmm. that could be fun) and last year was fun because I went to a hotel with Jen and her girlfriend. I crashed out watching some cartoons that seemed to never end while Jen's girl at the time heard people in the wall. (LOL I shall say no more about that). Well uh I have loads of work as I knew I would and my procrastination must come to an end.
Ruled by Mars
Tuesday is ruled by MARS, in ancient times known as the mythological "God of War". People born on a Tuesday will exhibit the will to win and often, the need to be a winner, a desire to lead the way, a fighting spirit, and a love of combat, be it verbal, emotional, intellectual, sporting or physical.
http://www.miltonblack.com.au/astrology/birthdays.htm
Its funny how true astrology can be. I posses all the qualities above. It's kinda sad, its sucks to aspire to be so much and be a winner and then lose. LOL I am so silly. This is stupid. Also like my zodiac sign (cancer) I am fucking moody as hell. I don't know about the whole closeness to family crap that most horoscopes say cancers posses. I could give a fuck about family, carrie you know why, you know all about my family and how ignorant most of them are(this is my extensive family being that I grew up in a fucking Native American community where I mostly related to them all, only not because my mother was adopted but hell whatever I grew up thinking I was related to them so I am connected to them in that sense). Oh my god I hate them all, I hate Native Americans. Sometimes I wish I had no culture, it would be kind of boring but nontheless I wouldn't have to put up with all these pricks and racist bastards. I have only dated two native american guys, omg and I will never date another one. There family was really nice because when I dated them I as a "nice christian girl". LOL its funny how time can change our ideas, its funny that I used to think I was important and GOD LOVED ME. Now I could give a fuck, I dont even believe in a God, and if half the people I know that are "christians" get into heaven I sure as hell dont wanna be there. Maybe I am just being a bitch today. I better be nice before something awful happens to me, yes I do believe strongly in Karma. I had a weird dream last night. I have had this dream twice now. It was about a house, actually a mansion. I had this gigantic bed and there were people visiting my family and I. I was in college but had come home for the break. I actually woke up believing that I lived in a mansion then I thought about it a little while and I was like holy shit I dont live in a mansion I live in a brick house with three rooms, two bathrooms, living room, kitchen/dining room, and a inground pool with a diving board in my back yard(i am not going to say anything else about that)(all one story). So no I am not rich, my house is relatively small even though both my parents have two fucking walk-in closets, I mean those things are huge. My walk-in closet is really small, and my sister poor girl has just a plain closet. Everyone uses my parents bathroom because it has a jacuzzi bathtub (I fucking love that thing) and a seperate shower part, the other bathroom is pretty plain. Oh yea and my parents have a fucking sitting area across from there room, lucky bastards. I miss my huge ass canopy bed, I mean the thing is huge and comfy. My sister has a little day bed, teehee, stupid bitch sleeps in my bed when I am not home, I bet the next time I go home she is going to have all my clothes in her room and take my room from me. I would have to kill her then. I just noticed that I am ranting. Well Carrie and Hannah have seen my house, I think Jon and Ashley have seen it also. Carrie is the only one who really understands my family, mainly because she has come home with me so much and spent a lot of time with me. Carrie understands me better then I understand myself, I swear she knows shit even when I am hiding it from her. Carrie are you GOD lol. Oh yes, by the way (carrie) are you goint to prom? I am antiprom this year, yes I could careless about going. One thing I dont have a date(although I could ask Jen, hmmm. that could be fun) and last year was fun because I went to a hotel with Jen and her girlfriend. I crashed out watching some cartoons that seemed to never end while Jen's girl at the time heard people in the wall. (LOL I shall say no more about that). Well uh I have loads of work as I knew I would and my procrastination must come to an end.