Iris....
It really makes me angry when my mom overreacts to the way I act. She came home today and walked in the door as I was walking out of my room. I didn't even say anything to her and she was like
"why are you being stupid? cheer up. Stop acting like that"
I didn't even say anything to you?
I told her nothing was wrong and I was just trying to find my wallet, cause it had been in my jacket downstairs and now it wasn't , and it had all my birthday money in it (around 150$.. money I've been saving to buy a new cell phone because mine is pretty much dead) yeah so she's like
"what do you think I took it? what would I want with your money?"
and I was like
"um no I was just wondering if you had seen it?"
so she says
"well I didn't and stop blaming other people for you being stupid and not having any common sense and always losing stuff. I bet it's just up in your room and you're too dumb to see it, do you need me to coem find it for you?"
and that just pissed me off I hate her when she's like this.
so her and I got in a fight and she thought I thought karolyn took my money? and the thing is that it wouldnt be the first itme. I hate that if I think karolyn did something or took something of mine then my mom will tell me that karolyn never does anything and why would she want to take my stuff when she has her own and that karolyn was out or whatever. baisically. since karolyn has cancer she can't do anything wrong??
so when karolyn says I did something or took something, it automatically means I did? cool.
four more years till I can leave this place.
seriously I don't know what I would do without my friends lately they get me away from her. she's getting worse. i don't know how I can stand this much longer. you'd think I'd get used to it. but everytime she tells me how dumb I am, or how useless I am... it just hurts even more.
"why are you being stupid? cheer up. Stop acting like that"
I didn't even say anything to you?
I told her nothing was wrong and I was just trying to find my wallet, cause it had been in my jacket downstairs and now it wasn't , and it had all my birthday money in it (around 150$.. money I've been saving to buy a new cell phone because mine is pretty much dead) yeah so she's like
"what do you think I took it? what would I want with your money?"
and I was like
"um no I was just wondering if you had seen it?"
so she says
"well I didn't and stop blaming other people for you being stupid and not having any common sense and always losing stuff. I bet it's just up in your room and you're too dumb to see it, do you need me to coem find it for you?"
and that just pissed me off I hate her when she's like this.
so her and I got in a fight and she thought I thought karolyn took my money? and the thing is that it wouldnt be the first itme. I hate that if I think karolyn did something or took something of mine then my mom will tell me that karolyn never does anything and why would she want to take my stuff when she has her own and that karolyn was out or whatever. baisically. since karolyn has cancer she can't do anything wrong??
so when karolyn says I did something or took something, it automatically means I did? cool.
four more years till I can leave this place.
seriously I don't know what I would do without my friends lately they get me away from her. she's getting worse. i don't know how I can stand this much longer. you'd think I'd get used to it. but everytime she tells me how dumb I am, or how useless I am... it just hurts even more.