lonely...im so lonely....
i just spanked rudy's butt...not that it needed to be mentioned but eh i really dont know what to write. all of my "friends" are gone to hosa comp and i'm gonna be all alone with only myself which is horrible because i get on my damn nerves. and when i'm alone i just think about all the bad crap that is happening so yeah. i wonder.. are there really friends out there? is there such a thing? or is it just a mutual necessity and thats why we stay together. i have found that to be true but i know i'm not like that so there has to be someone out there. hmmm i wonder if i will ever find a friend and not a "friend". or maybe i have found a friend who i think is a "friend" but i am not aware of it yet or dont want to be. well i'm babbling so yeah im gonna go. i wont write during intersession bc i lost my internet and yeah.(not like i really write in it anyway)you know i never write in it when i have so much to write i just cant think of anything when i get here. well i'm babbling again so i bid you all adieu.