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welllllll ... i dont know where to start.. my week was horrible.. i have the worst headache everyday .. then yesterday wasnt that bad at all .. everything went smooth . and just wait .. i get to feller . it was gay.. and at the end of the hour we started talking and i was telling her if my plans didnt go how i wanted then id just be going to camp .. and she kept bringing it up and shitand finally .. i started crying .. and she knew wut was going on man .. andi kinda got mad .. like of course she know wut happened to peri and like he kept prying in sortof . and she sends her kids there soo .... and then last night i had dani, ludy, michael and jeff over . it was soo much fun.. we were on the trampoline .. and we were sitting there and jeck comes out and hes like telephone.. and i was like who is it .. and i didnt hear him say it and michael and jeff were like chris ?!! and i was like woo hooooooooo .. so he called and we spoke .. god damn i love that kid, uhhh ! i wish he was here again.. and then he called alot acutally .. and then wow but it bothereed me how he calls sometimes and he with his 'homeboys' and shit. and im always just hanging on the line when hes talking to them and hes fucked up.. and i sit there you know.. and he says like 2 words every 5 mins. and then wow he calls last night and i was talking to everyone and hes like you know wutt .. call me back when you wanna talk .. that was like 5 mins after i was talking to them . and i was like i do wanna talk to you. and hes like no ,and i was like omg why the fuck are you being like that.. aand god .. ha i am realyl crazy for him .. so yea what ever .. i called him back after everyone left.. and we spoke longer ... about i dont remember... and then we hung up and i was wide awake .. so i got my note box, and uhh the notes were horrible .. i was hysterical .. i really fucked things up with me and chris .. ahhhhh and there was this note i found .. by fucknig gay little stephanie hunter.. i hate her soo much ..
Shayna1586 [11:09 AM]: you know there was a note from stephanie hunter
Shayna1586 [11:09 AM]: and peri gave it to me ..
BiLLa2103 [11:09 AM]: is that the one u ripped?
Shayna1586 [11:09 AM]: and i looked at peri and ripped it up in her face and i was like i really dont give a shit ..
Shayna1586 [11:09 AM]: and i remember how peri looked at me ..
Shayna1586 [11:09 AM]: and when i walked away i cried
BiLLa2103 [11:09 AM]: yea i remember i was standing next to peri..it was in the open hallway between the two buildings right?
Shayna1586 [11:10 AM]: yupp .
Shayna1586 [11:10 AM]: god damn and i was crying when i was reading it ..
Shayna1586 [11:10 AM]: shit man
man if i could say sorry to peri for that right now i would in a minute. im sorry peri.... :(
well uhh i went to sleep at 2 .. i was on my phone on aim .. which my parents are going to kill me when they see the bill oh well wtf do i care ? i dont. too bad soo sad.. so yea .. i couldnt sleep for anything.. hah i even read.. and i listened to my phone. and i toook a bath last night.. i was scared to take a shower cause my dad was sleeping.. well thats all .. i dont know whats going on today i really want to die my hair.. ok .. if you made it this far i guess leave a comment telling me how bad of a life i have..
Shayna1586 [11:09 AM]: you know there was a note from stephanie hunter
Shayna1586 [11:09 AM]: and peri gave it to me ..
BiLLa2103 [11:09 AM]: is that the one u ripped?
Shayna1586 [11:09 AM]: and i looked at peri and ripped it up in her face and i was like i really dont give a shit ..
Shayna1586 [11:09 AM]: and i remember how peri looked at me ..
Shayna1586 [11:09 AM]: and when i walked away i cried
BiLLa2103 [11:09 AM]: yea i remember i was standing next to peri..it was in the open hallway between the two buildings right?
Shayna1586 [11:10 AM]: yupp .
Shayna1586 [11:10 AM]: god damn and i was crying when i was reading it ..
Shayna1586 [11:10 AM]: shit man
man if i could say sorry to peri for that right now i would in a minute. im sorry peri.... :(
well uhh i went to sleep at 2 .. i was on my phone on aim .. which my parents are going to kill me when they see the bill oh well wtf do i care ? i dont. too bad soo sad.. so yea .. i couldnt sleep for anything.. hah i even read.. and i listened to my phone. and i toook a bath last night.. i was scared to take a shower cause my dad was sleeping.. well thats all .. i dont know whats going on today i really want to die my hair.. ok .. if you made it this far i guess leave a comment telling me how bad of a life i have..