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Feb 27, 2004 19:37

ello, its friday night. and i am home alone.. sitting here.. just thinking.. i dont really know what to say .. besides .. i had an ok day . i hate gay school...i did make first cuts for volleyball.. i thought id be happier .. but im not. somethings totally wrong .. seriously. it was cold today. it was wierd. i wanted somebody. but they werent there. i long for something to change.. but it wont.. i am so depressed.. for some reason. seriouly i sit here on this fucking computer and cry. i cant help it .. wow.. omg .. i have nothing.... tooo .. say.... im so gay, i want to se my mom .. when ever i feel sad and ive been crying and im really hot i always hug her and shes so cold. against my cheek. i need to be loved. and i need a boyfriend.. wow. i even wear socks above my ankels .. im turning into my brother!! im soooo gay. i feel really sick. my head hurts sooo bad, and my throat a little. when you cough alot your throat and chest hurt alot. thats how mine feels. and i havent coughed all night. speaking of night. its going to be a long one because im the only doosh bag online and i think im going to sleep.. im rather tired. .. some much to my life. ... down the shitter.. bye

oh brittney i got a good one. vaginas-r-us how may i help you. lol chao
oh yea carl is making me a mix tape.. i cant wait
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