Jun 25, 2003 21:04
i need to be hugges right now. i feel really emotional. i hate everyone in my house, but i dont really. im jsut getting anoyed with my aunt way bad.
meh..sat. im leaving. if i dont get on a computer for three weeks ill go crazy. hopefully i will.
rainy x eyes: i need a hug:-(
Benjamic 16: Me too
Benjamic 16: I need to hold someone til I fall asleep :-D Then you can leave
.. mother fucking fuck fuck fuck.
im on the verge of tears. im so frusturated. emilys parents are sucking alot and arent letting her do much. i leave in three days, and while im gone emioly is moving far far away. what happens if i dont get to see her again ( but i BETTER ) but im jsut saying what if i dont get the chane, then today mioght have been my last day seeing her if her parent s suck enough to not let her come with me to see my family on friday. :(:(
i wish she didnt have to move i love her so much.:( . <3<3<3<3<3 this is sad. i dont like to think about it.
people should stay in our lives forever. but they dont. it cant work that way. ive learned that the people who do matter enough stay in your life. everything works out right in the end. a few wrong turns might be taken before the right..but somehow everything always works out for the best.
Benjamic 16: If you ever need to cry in front of someone and Im there, you can cry infront of me and I wont ask you anything
hehe. i love ben. too bad he lives an hour away:/. meh.
enjoy the beauty in these days
sometimes we'll laugh sometimes we'll scream
no one ever said caring was easy
im all emotional and i dont like it.
im going to stop rambing. i love you all.
<3