so the doctors made my finger bleed and it effing hurt. :(. mother fuckers. when i was driving to the doctors there was a really bad accident at the end of my street:-/. a mini van was flipped over and there were kids getting out of it. not fun to see. i almost cried becsue im dumb like that.
so today im hoping i can go shopping for some tank tops and shorts and skirts, i need that stuff. cali in three mo fuckin days. woah! thats so crazy. ill have fun buts its so sad ebcasue emily isnt going to be here when i return. i lvoe that girl x12373102871823 . that makes me so saddd. well on friday aka the night before i leave emily and amie are coming with me to my uncles little cookout thing so we can all hang out one last time before she leaves. ick. it doesnt seem like she is leaving..but she is and awww..
well last night and today were so much fun.
elyse+emily+amie+chelsea = hotttttttt stuff. haha oh god i just had a really fun time. we stayed at my crib, it was good. shawn came by with my sister for a seccond and he gave me one of those fake tats you p[ut on with water so i think im going to apply that. im not sure where. maybe it will look nice on my sunburnt back:D!!! hehe
so this week has been grreat, and tommorow im hoping to hang out with evan. i love evan so i better hang outw ith him. and im hoping tom and sophie can hang out with us too. because when i get back tom will be down in georgia taking summer classes at some school there. that should be fun though.
i have a ton++++++++ of laundry to do so ican pack stuff. i think im going to wash alot and just hang it outside. its quite hot so i t should dry pretty fast. thats lovely. i also need to clean and stuff. i have alot of cds to burn too. i have a 5 hour flight..so i need lots of tunes. and then of course the yare needed for car rides while im there. drivin to vegas is going to be a long trip. i dont konw if ill be able to stand ebing in the car with my aunt for that long., and driving to mexico..woah. we have to drive like 6 hours then walk across the effing border!! hahaha. worrddd. thats so crazy. mexico, if we go, will be insane.
anyone have any suggestions of cds i should burn or songs i should download?
i want to buy the postal service cd, but i dont think i have time or money for that ebfore i leave, so ill ahve to burn it for now. im spenidn the money i have on salvation army stuff today:-p. hehe. so the postal service, the movie life, the rocking horse winner and uhh idont know what else. haha. i already made some. hmm..
And you don't talk to anyone. And you won't look at anyone but her.
And I don't think she's listening. I doubt she remembers your name.
And you say, when will she notice me? And you feel like you're gonna break.
And you say, when will she notice me? And it feels like a hand grenade.
Man I'll never understand, everyone's living in the past.
Instead of forgetting her, you're always kissing her ass.
And you say, when will she notice me? And you feel like you're gonna break.
And you say, when will she notice me? And it feels like a hand grenade.
I know that there's not much to say, so I'll look stupid anyway.
And you don't talk to anyone. And you won't look at anyone but her.
And I don't think she's listening, but you still play that game.
But I think the best way of moving on is to attack,
'Cause she's just a hand grenade, so pull out the pin and throw it back.
And you say, when will she notice me? And you feel like you're gonna break.
And you say, when will she notice me? And it feels like a hand grenade.
Like a hand grenade.
I know that there's not much to say, so I'll look stupid anyway.
Like a hand grenade, like a hand grenade, a hand grenade.
*kelly
When Kelly cries, the makeup runs from her eyes
And spills the truth about how she feels inside
When Kelly screams, it usually means I'm not being me
But she's not being her, but anyway
A second chance means nothing,
'Cause nothing's learned from past mistakes
And I'm sure we felt the weight, the weight
And three whole years fall on deaf ears
I'm in no place for solitaire
Three whole years fall on deaf ears
If you can't understand our fears, it's not fair to me
Do you remember when? Kelly, do you remember when?
When I figured it was cool, and I figured wrong
A second chance means nothing,
'Cause nothing's learned from past mistakes
And I'm sure we felt the weight
And do you know how I know?
Because all those times we looked in each other's eyes,
And we ignored all the signs
And three whole years fall on deaf ears
I'm in no place for solitaire
Three whole years fall on deaf ears
If you can't understand our fears, it's not fair to me
Do you remember when? Kelly, do you remember when?
When I figured it was cool, and I figured wrong
Why do I even try? (I don't know, it's all for nothing)
Why do I even try? (I don't know, it's all for nothing)
I'm waiting for you, will you wait for me too?
Yeah wait for me, yeah wait for me, it's not fair to me
[ both good songs!!:D i love the opening line of kelly. woo!! ]
..i bet if the doctor gave me a barbie band aid my finger wouldnt hurt so bad..:/.
time to go put my tatoo on!!!
<3