some new stuff and comments on some old stuff
shit shit ! i had this really clever adn witty entry but i spazzed and hit some links and it all got erased :( and that makes me sad :(
i'll try again
so it basically said like, oh man i can't believe its 2005 and im going to holyoke in less than a month oh shieetttt.
then i had this list of things i'm gonna miss...except, i swear, the original one was really funny...but this one wont be. oh well
things/people i'll miss:
1) cheyenne and jessie
2) 12-hr sleep sessions
3) penis
4) ny pizza (mama t's)
5) ny bagels
6) privacy
7) my car
8) my bro
9) sleeping naked ( you should try it ! )
10) panera ppls (even tho i haven't seen u guys a lot, sorryyy)
11) cheyenne and jessie (yeah, they're on twice)
12) taco bell at 3 am
13) dd at 3 am
14) my boys (the originals - dan tom eric - yeah bitches, just cause we don't
talk much doesn't mean i wont miss you like CRAZYYY)
15) current herricks heads
16) money
17) vegging at home
18) normal, not stand up, showers (u know, with the bathtub)
19) having my own bathroom
20) porn
21) blockbuster
22) new hyde park
23) the city
24) my whole big filipino family
25) BEACHES!
it's sad, this whole, going away business...
oh i forgot, one more thing
26) partying like a crazy person (took a semester off)
but whatever, life happens, and i guess i have to experience this college business before i get too old
i wanna be a moho already.
oh and for the record, girls...im not bi...i just really like sex
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a while back i had an entry about relationships and moving on from them and how hard it is, etc...and the other day in the bathroom it hit me. I'VE MOVED ON! completely. 100%. no question. i tried to think how and why and whattttt...and now i know.
time.
it's cliche and everyone's like, 'time heals all wounds' blah blah blah fuck you (normally) but wow ... time really does it . patience too. what i did differently recently was i didn't really think too much about moving on. i didn't try to find guys to hook up with or actively seek out ways to get over this guy. i just lived my life like a normal, non-obsessive person. i haven't been with any guys or hooked up with any guys for a decent period, and i think just being me, without a guy(s) around trying to take the place of the ex, was all i needed (and some quality friends - ms. sky and ms. jessie, thank you)
yeah so to all you ladies (or guys) who are having trouble moving on...just know that if you stop trying to replace the person with a penis or vagina and just give yourself some space and time (and please have patience) you'll one day wake up and be like, oh shit, im over it. i'm not saying it's not gonna suck balls at times, but it's not impossible. and it feels DAMN GOOD.
yes, this guy is still in my life (very much so, actually), but that's how i like it. he's one of my best friends, and i wouldn't have it any other way.
i'll try again
so it basically said like, oh man i can't believe its 2005 and im going to holyoke in less than a month oh shieetttt.
then i had this list of things i'm gonna miss...except, i swear, the original one was really funny...but this one wont be. oh well
things/people i'll miss:
1) cheyenne and jessie
2) 12-hr sleep sessions
3) penis
4) ny pizza (mama t's)
5) ny bagels
6) privacy
7) my car
8) my bro
9) sleeping naked ( you should try it ! )
10) panera ppls (even tho i haven't seen u guys a lot, sorryyy)
11) cheyenne and jessie (yeah, they're on twice)
12) taco bell at 3 am
13) dd at 3 am
14) my boys (the originals - dan tom eric - yeah bitches, just cause we don't
talk much doesn't mean i wont miss you like CRAZYYY)
15) current herricks heads
16) money
17) vegging at home
18) normal, not stand up, showers (u know, with the bathtub)
19) having my own bathroom
20) porn
21) blockbuster
22) new hyde park
23) the city
24) my whole big filipino family
25) BEACHES!
it's sad, this whole, going away business...
oh i forgot, one more thing
26) partying like a crazy person (took a semester off)
but whatever, life happens, and i guess i have to experience this college business before i get too old
i wanna be a moho already.
oh and for the record, girls...im not bi...i just really like sex
**************************
a while back i had an entry about relationships and moving on from them and how hard it is, etc...and the other day in the bathroom it hit me. I'VE MOVED ON! completely. 100%. no question. i tried to think how and why and whattttt...and now i know.
time.
it's cliche and everyone's like, 'time heals all wounds' blah blah blah fuck you (normally) but wow ... time really does it . patience too. what i did differently recently was i didn't really think too much about moving on. i didn't try to find guys to hook up with or actively seek out ways to get over this guy. i just lived my life like a normal, non-obsessive person. i haven't been with any guys or hooked up with any guys for a decent period, and i think just being me, without a guy(s) around trying to take the place of the ex, was all i needed (and some quality friends - ms. sky and ms. jessie, thank you)
yeah so to all you ladies (or guys) who are having trouble moving on...just know that if you stop trying to replace the person with a penis or vagina and just give yourself some space and time (and please have patience) you'll one day wake up and be like, oh shit, im over it. i'm not saying it's not gonna suck balls at times, but it's not impossible. and it feels DAMN GOOD.
yes, this guy is still in my life (very much so, actually), but that's how i like it. he's one of my best friends, and i wouldn't have it any other way.