wtf wtf wtf
wtf
why are first loves so hard to forget
its been a while and yet, i can't help but occasionally stir up old feelings (unintentionally, of course)...feelings i can't ever have again
why does it all have to be so tough
what are you supposed to do with yourself when the person who came the closest to completing you is no longer in your life...and if he is still in your life, is it better to just let it go and completely detach yourself from him?????
envy is a bitch of a sin.
i wont explain why i say that, but i just felt like i had to say it.
and of course every guy you meet henceforth is always compared to the first...and always is 'inferior' even if he really might not be...
i feel like, on this earth there are a handful of people whos souls are connected to your own. when you are fortunate enough to meet one of those people and love him and be loved and feel so perfect, you can't let him go. there are many levels of love and a certain level is attained with a soulmate, if you will, that is different than that attained by loving someone else.
it seems like other girls dont seem to have such a hard time completely moving on...i wonder if it's because she hasn't met that person yet or if she's just good at hiding her pain.
so is it better to completely sever all ties to an amazing person or is it worth it to have their friendship???
*oh and try not to read into this too much (for those of you who know more about me) ... these are just random blabberings and thoughts i have on the complex subject of love. i refuse to believe its about chemicals. oh and excuse the redundance...its 2:30 am
'the greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return'
why are first loves so hard to forget
its been a while and yet, i can't help but occasionally stir up old feelings (unintentionally, of course)...feelings i can't ever have again
why does it all have to be so tough
what are you supposed to do with yourself when the person who came the closest to completing you is no longer in your life...and if he is still in your life, is it better to just let it go and completely detach yourself from him?????
envy is a bitch of a sin.
i wont explain why i say that, but i just felt like i had to say it.
and of course every guy you meet henceforth is always compared to the first...and always is 'inferior' even if he really might not be...
i feel like, on this earth there are a handful of people whos souls are connected to your own. when you are fortunate enough to meet one of those people and love him and be loved and feel so perfect, you can't let him go. there are many levels of love and a certain level is attained with a soulmate, if you will, that is different than that attained by loving someone else.
it seems like other girls dont seem to have such a hard time completely moving on...i wonder if it's because she hasn't met that person yet or if she's just good at hiding her pain.
so is it better to completely sever all ties to an amazing person or is it worth it to have their friendship???
*oh and try not to read into this too much (for those of you who know more about me) ... these are just random blabberings and thoughts i have on the complex subject of love. i refuse to believe its about chemicals. oh and excuse the redundance...its 2:30 am
'the greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return'