Aug 15, 2004 02:18
Hello,
I have not been on here for a while!
I think ihave a new outlook on life, not amazingly but i am not so depressed as i was before! No, iam not on any medications other then A.D.D. meds! I do have my days though! And iam sorta still violent, mabey more so now then ever, but i feel that i have reached a changing point in my life.
I WOULD LIKE TO USE THIS SPACE AND TIME TO SAY THINGS TO PEOPLE THAT I EITHER WONT GET A CHANCE TO SAY TO THEIR FACE, OR JUST FEEL LIKE WRITING IT DOWN!!
Graham, i choose you to be the one i address first! I apologize for my spelling errors, where there are alot for you in here to read. I would like to thank you for teaching me to spell "offensive" correctly becuase of your screen name. Um, we are not friends, i dont know if we were, i allways considered myself to be your friend, i would have done anything for you becuase there was a time when i liked you. but puting that behind me now, i think, is the best thing i can do, i am terribly sorry for any distress or hate i have caused you to feel. I feel that, it is a graet loss that we do not get along, because you are a good person at heart, i think. I also would like you to know that your "i tell it like it is dont lie for anyone" personality WILL get you far in life, possibly you will hit some bumps but who doesnt, so graham, go far in life! I say this with all the sincerity in the world!
Tim, i have met you not to long ago, and would like you to know that iam very happy to know you, to have met you, you are an awsome person, and i hope we will still keep in touch! Plus you have a really Hott voice, and your sweet! :)
Anna, you are the bestest person ever! i am soo glad i was blessed to have met you! thank god we both failed Math ya know? hahaha, you are fun loving and i know we WILL stay in touch!
Ricky, haha your great, you are lucky to have anna and her you. You are really sweet, and if you keep that attitude up, you WILL GO PLACES hahaha! okie dokie well, chin up, and go far!
Shauna, boy oh boy we have our many differences! but i think that is what makes things interesting between us. You know i have not been a good friend, and i know it too, i dont know if we will be able to put this last fit behind us or not, i hope we can! You are a fantastic person! You are orginal and stylish! I love you!!
Kelly, haha kelly i love you, you are sooo funny, we havent really gotton time to get to know each other but, what i know about you is basically that you are funloving, happy, hyper, awsome, and a sexy beast RAWR!!
Mara, mara mara mara my sweet little mara, there will be none like you ever. you were there for me in the worst of times and in the best of times! You are awsome no matter what anyone else says! haha ANYONE ELSE SAYS remember that! tehre are no goodbyes from me to you beucase remember Hush Hush iam sneaking you to N.Y.
Brian, what else can i say but N.I.C.E. haha, your are the greatest person alive! hahaha, i love your laugh too! Well, good luck with your looking of a home! You also have fan-freakin-tastic eyes! hahah!
Shawn, my dear shawn! you are the best, you help me with my guitar problems, and about everything else!! Your band is cool! you should try to NOT be wasted when you play, you are much better then i think! haha, well, love ya like your my own brotha! oreos, by the way, do not make your breasts grow!
Lizz Wilcox, i love you and your dead babies! hahaha, MAD LIBS FOREVER! you are the best liz, haha, we will keep in touch no matter what, you hear me little girl!?? haha love you bunches!
THIS IS GETTING SORTA REPETITIVE! I SHOULD FINISH THIS LATER! WELL, A FEW MORE THEN IAM OFF TO THE SHORES OF A SLEEPLESS DREAM!
david Jackson, you say no one likes you girl wise, you want to know a secret? everyone liked you babe! well, the girls hahaha, so, david, your acting career will take you far, i kno, i see it in the majic rocks! haha okie whatever, were you there for the majic rocks? oh well, later gator! :D
Tanner, you are the bestest guitarest i know *wink wink* haha, your the greatest! have fun in the band remember, stay original and NEVER forget where you came from!
Shannon Duffy, i love you babe, your the bestest of the best! Greatest bassest i know! haha there for i dont know many, well shawn, you and shawn, hahaha! RAINBOWS, SMILEY FACES, DEAD BABIES!
Otis, your the greatest, i will never eat Ed Orange! well, mabey not NEVER! hahaha, too bad we didnt get to know more of each other!
Zack, your the greatest, you are very very handsome! haha well, have fun playing the drums! :D
Nick Mudd, we didnt get along in elementry but i think we are fine now!
THAT IS ALL FOR NOW FOR IAM EXTREAMLY TIRED! Good nite and good days come to follow!