Jul 23, 2004 14:20
I AM REALLY BITCHY TODAY, AGRRRRR......
im a little pissed at some og my friends, but hey iam allways pissed! So it isnt different this time, im sorta depressed and lonely! it is friday night and i want to go somewhere with people, Shannon and i were gonig t ogo the movies but, family stuff with me and mum, cant go to that movie, but i want to go to I.Robot!!!
Agrrrrrr
Okay i guess it is wrong for me to feel this way but i sorta feel that because i am going to move all the efen way up to New York my friends would want to spend as much time with me as they can possible spend without us getting all bitchy and tired of people you know? well, i dunno, good god!
I think iam a terrible person somethimes like iam gonig to grow up and be like, not scrooge, just, you know pyscotic or somthing because i have an over active imagination, and i think up really weird things and like my dreams are posessed! but what can a girl do you know!?
I mean, gosh i allways have these horrible self centered thought, specially the one about the friends and stuff.
I am sorta in my own self involved bitchy PMS mind right now, angry with Shauna! I mean iasked her tuesday or somthing if she wanted to do something friday and she said her, kelly, nate, and daniel were supposed to go to the mall, but daniel was busy, so now her friday is free..I called her last night and was like "oooh , can you ask your parents about Friday?" and she was like "i dont have phone privelledges but thats what iam donig right now!" so i was like real cool awsome you know thinking we were gonig to get to do something, then i ask her thismorning as i give her some gum and go into class late again! and she says "ummm....im not sure, i am going out tomarro night with Nate, they might say no." OKAY so i have a right to be pissed right? or am i just a little too egotistically self centered? i hope not, hahaha.
Iam also angry with shauna because iam allways wanting to do something with her during the day,but she cant because her parents arnt home, or thats what she tells e. and i allways call her and she like has kelly over, or isnt there, if she isnt allowed out of the house durung the day until after her parents get home where is she??????
Hmm...i would ask her these thiongs but she would get angry.....mabey not though.....mabey i shouldnt write all this stuff down here she might get imbarised...hmm..i dunno...i call her and ask her...WAIT SHE ISNT HOME hahaha
how life works out in funny ways, i have yet to find them!the funny ways i mean..
okay iam gong to go eat sum chocolate, i will write later aboutmy visit to Josh Fayne, my EX boyfriends house, MUHAHAHAHA
*i dont trust anything that can bled 5 to 7 days and live!.