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Well for
everyone who reads this... Which probably isn't many but... For the
next 2 weeks, maybe longer, these posts are gunna be what they used to
be. A place where I can record all of my eating habits and weight
loss to maybe give me the inspiration to be skinny again... And if you
don't like reading it, and don't agree with it... Well then just don't
read my journal. =)
Today... I did good until I got to 4th hour... Where I hate a Snickers and 1 1/2 Reeses... Which sucked.. And lunch. I hate carrot and celery and then 3 of Shane's Doritos... Like that was bad enough... I came home and ate like 3 handfuls of Sour Cream and Onion chips and a bowl of potato salad... And a waffle stick thing... I felt so gross.
So then I went and ran 2 miles... I ended up throwing up most of what I ate cause I ate so much and I couldn't breathe. Not self inflicted or anything, it just happened... So now I'm about ready to take a sleeping pill and go to bed so I don't have to think about eating... All this pain of being huge I just can't take anymore...
Please somebody say something that can inspire me to lose like 10 lbs?
Today... I did good until I got to 4th hour... Where I hate a Snickers and 1 1/2 Reeses... Which sucked.. And lunch. I hate carrot and celery and then 3 of Shane's Doritos... Like that was bad enough... I came home and ate like 3 handfuls of Sour Cream and Onion chips and a bowl of potato salad... And a waffle stick thing... I felt so gross.
So then I went and ran 2 miles... I ended up throwing up most of what I ate cause I ate so much and I couldn't breathe. Not self inflicted or anything, it just happened... So now I'm about ready to take a sleeping pill and go to bed so I don't have to think about eating... All this pain of being huge I just can't take anymore...
Please somebody say something that can inspire me to lose like 10 lbs?