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So it's been 2 weeks, right.
.... Shane and I have been fighting with eachother more than ever. It all started last night when I asked him to go to Stone with me.. And he refused, and that was fine. But he started getting all defensive about it and saying I should just find another boyfriend to go out there and dance with me.. And that really pissed me off...
He was goin to Tim's, and I made him promise me that he wouldn't drink and if a freshman slut (who's name will remain anonymous) showed up that he wouldn't be talking to me anymore if he didn't leave immidiately... I was pretty mean about it though, and I probably shouldn't have been..
So I called back at 12 when I was leaving Stone, and I can't even remember what happened, but he just started yelling and he hung up on me. Now that pisses me off when people hang up on me and don't even listen cause I almost always give people a chance to talk unless I'm that pissed. I'd have to say last night was the worst fight. He said he hated me and he was done with me.. And if I "wanted more" to find someone else.. I was saying that I hated how he never cared that other guys hit on me at Stone and shouldn't I be mad if he says he doesn't care about that? I don't know, maybe I'm wrong. From my point of view, I can't tell cause I don't know what Shane is thinking... So I ended up crying myself to sleep, again...
But we made up this morning and I got to spend all afternoon with him.. Watchin Napolian Dynamite and eatin Mac n' Cheese (BUT NOT EAST MAC CAUSE IT'S SO SICK.) And I get to see him again tonight. Which is wonderful. And we're goin to Vice Versa too...
But does anyone have any advice on how to have a successful relationship? Cause obviously I suck at it.