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so i haven't updated in FOREVER. i dunno livejournal seems like such a hassle lately, haha. maybe its because i'm actually out doing stuff, rather than sitting on my ass in my dorm room, haha! but yeah, so being home is nice...i actually didn't like it too much when i got here, i can blame it on the weather, but all the family problems have just slapped me in the face since i've been home. i miss being a kid and seeing the my family with those innocent eyes, rather than having everyone tell me all the family drama because i'm older, blah.
but looking on the bright side, i got a job at the barnes and noble cafe in augusta, i purchased a car, and have money to spare i might add! and hopefully will be getting the apartment of my dreams with my best friends!!! i'm just going crazy waiting to here if we actually get it or not, gah! but...the sun shone yesterday and a little bit today so that gave me some hope that this summer just might be nice and also made me realize why i truely do love maine. its so beautiful, it really is, and being down the ocean in the apartment and at smcc will be truely amazing...i'm so damn excited for the future, its almost here! i can't wait for you to get here ryan...seriously, i miss my best friend...but you will be here so soon!!!! and when you do, its gonna be you and me again, all the time, hehe. because you are my forever, and theres no one i would rather be with, i love you baby.
but looking on the bright side, i got a job at the barnes and noble cafe in augusta, i purchased a car, and have money to spare i might add! and hopefully will be getting the apartment of my dreams with my best friends!!! i'm just going crazy waiting to here if we actually get it or not, gah! but...the sun shone yesterday and a little bit today so that gave me some hope that this summer just might be nice and also made me realize why i truely do love maine. its so beautiful, it really is, and being down the ocean in the apartment and at smcc will be truely amazing...i'm so damn excited for the future, its almost here! i can't wait for you to get here ryan...seriously, i miss my best friend...but you will be here so soon!!!! and when you do, its gonna be you and me again, all the time, hehe. because you are my forever, and theres no one i would rather be with, i love you baby.