Jul 06, 2004 16:31
I'm really confused right now. It really just seems like I have been getting screwed over lately. I dont know. This probably sounds a little selfish but sometimes I just wish that I could forget about everyone and be happy for a little bit.
Life just never seems to work out the way you want it to. Its like we are here to entertain people that are watching us from above. They just try to make life miserable for you. Its like you think you know where you are going and things are going fine and then out of no where they put a fork in the road. Are we just some pawn in a bigger game?
Lately I havent been able to think straight and everything has been a big blur. I dont really know what to think about anything. I just want things to work for the best. but whenever i want that to happen its always the exact opposite. There are some things that i wish i could change that happened this year. Maybe things would be a lot better for everyone