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i need to stop getting drunk all the time. i made a complete fool of myself at the slam and the next night i totally just.... ugh. its embarassing when i think about it a week later or when someone brings up something i did and i cant seem to remember. i just wanna die when i think about carlos actually letting me drive his truck when i was that fucked up. now thats trust. or plain stupidity. whatever. i know it'll just happen all over next weekend and ill have more drunken stories to tell my grandchildren. ugh.