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[punkrockkid666]

hey everybody whats goin on?how has everyone been. well i had a pretty ok month. went to a bunch of shows had cotillion which totally kicked the most ass of my senior year, was really depressed and wanted to like hang myself shit like that. oh yes it rocked my socks off. i saw my totally totally awesome buddy sasso who i havent seen in sooo fucking long. that kid has to be my bestest friend ever!!!! i havent talked to meg in a while and that sucks. i mean i did like her and i did ask her out but now i only like her as a good friend and i dont think she knows that and i think that may have a conflict with hers and mine friendship and that makes me sad and i just dont kno wut to do anymore. im an idiot and i fuck up everything in my life. sophmore year i had the greatest relationship of my life and i actually had my first love but of course i had to go and fuck it all up cuz im an asshole and im a selfish fuck. i just fuck up everything for everyone including myself. i fuck up everything for myself every damn time and i fucking hate it. i guess im just a natural fuck up. oh well maybe ill just go antisocial or sumthin and not talk to anyone so i dont fuck things up with myself and i dont fuck up everything for the people around me. well im gonna go i guess and not bore everyone with my petty bullshit views on my life. thats all for now. until next time boys and girls.

MUCH LOVE
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