Sep 17, 2006 12:40
so i think i keep forgetting about this thing. well i am with a girl named megan. we have been together for 14 months. i just got back out of the mental hospital a week ago. i left state 4 days after i got out to stay with my gurl for 2 weeks. well i get here and thursday night i find out she has cheated on me at least 2 times. i don't know if i should leave her because... we have a longdistance relanshiop and it had been 12 months sence we had seen each other. so i dont know what to do i really do love her. i was going to move up here after all my court shit is over. now i just can figure it out. she is in the army and wants to go airboren and if she does then she will go over seas to the war. but she makes good dam money. from what her friends tell me she is in love with me... but the question would someone cheat if they were really in love or was it just the fact that she needed a pice of ass. someone please help. i dont know what to do anymore. the reason i got put in the hospital was cus i was going to shoot my self. the only reason i did not was beacuse of her. so some advice please.
i am staying on the eastside with my mom and my sis and there are 6 kids in the house 5 are 7 and under. fun fun. there are nine of us in one house. thats part of the reason i want to move to WI and to be with my gurl and to be happy. but i dont know if i can trust her.
i have been sober sence march......never thought that it would happen..... somethimes it hard but i know with the love and support of all my frinds i can stay that away. and if your one of the people i just quit talking to after i got arrested its only beacuse you use drugs and i dont have the will power to say no if i am having a bad day. so if u can not use around me i would be more then happy to come around agin.
well got to run for now. much love everyone. oh and b i need ur number agin i got robbed for my cellphone and some shit so i dont have anyones number anymore. so to everyone i need your number please
fuck i cant spell today fuck it i dont care u should know what the hell i mean if not oh well