Jan 29, 2005 22:26
Ok so do any of you ever go on AIM? Vicky i have your sn on my buddy list and you are never on...Why?
i guess i've just been feeling a bit trapped here lately. I have things to do but i don't feel like doing them because I am so uninspired by this place and its population. its sad how little i feel like doing art or writing even, and those are my outlets. I'm really missing all of my friends right now. I just need some people to laugh with. sorry to be a bit down, I'll be ok later. I'm just needing some civilization right now.
Do you ever look back on your childhood and realize that you missed half of it trying to grow up faster. That you spent your time looking at adults and older kids and trying deperately to grow ten or twenty years overnight. And now all i want is the sunshine a snowday and a sled, and maybe some friends to drink hot chocolate with.