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ever have one of those moment where you feel like all the progress you have made in becoming a better person has completely reverted and you are the most selfish person ever.. just had one of those moments and it has stengthened my resolve to be nicer to people. I have really been trying to do that here and i thought I had been accomplishing something, and then bam, I'm right back where I started from. But I will not let this be a permanant defeat, I hope....I'll try my best anyways. I resolve to listen to people more and speak less, its not like I have all that much that is horribly important to impart to the world anyways, I can afford to bite my tounge and not talk. i apologise to anyone I have ever interrupted. I mean it.