gah
so lucie is happy again which tells me chris did something stupid..like get back with her again..even tho he shouldnt of..so that leaves me in the begging again...right where i started..at the painful begging...i guess i shouldnt be heartbroken or anything...but i dont know why he does these things like lead me on...and i know that he will take her back ..back to where i will deal with his problems..and help him..but he wont be inlove with me...and i will just continue hoping that he realizes...that his relationship with her isnt good...but until then i will be his friend..and i guess i will meet someone just as good as him..and ofcourse he wont see me as anything more than a friend..too...what a bummer...