back from the dead
well, the people who read this know that i'm back already (obviously) but not it's been documented. rehab was insane, being there, i thought i hated it, I'd freak out adn have really scary panic attacks every couple days. I wanted to come home so bad. But hten right before i left i met Charlie and we got so close right away. When I meet people who eventually are really good friends, I know it from the start, and this is one of those kids. But we didn't get a chance to really know each other, I think he's out by know so I'm excited about seeing him again. But I digress. When I was told I was leaving, I flipped out, like got scared and excited it's like your first day of school, like elementary school. Not just summer but like first day of school ever. I didn't want to have responsibilities again. I battled that alot the first two weeks coming home. While I was gone I had dealt with a lot of the shit that had been building up, but coming back everyone wanted me to change. This confused me, because I already had! it's like, I skipped school, and got in trouble for it, then next week again, 'rents say, you skipped school last week, you're grounded! Does this make sense to anyone? Anyway, Green River starting helped cause now I have stuff to do now more. I worked the Benefit Show here (grcc) on Sat. which was fun. I got kinda mad, cause I told Jesse ahead of time that it was my homecoming night and he has to hangout with me all night, that didn't really happen as much as I wanted but it was still good hanging out with everyone. Then we went to Charlie's cause Koldens going away party got moved there apparently. umm, what else is worthy of mention...? I got in a fight with my dad and my 'punishment' was I couldn't go to Cabo boohoo, I wasn't looking too forward to being stuck in a room with him and melinda and sarah for a week and a half, so it was cool. i spent the week bouncing around everyone's place (Charlie's, Ridhard's, Carter's) Met a cool new guy called Arsenic, He lives on Charlies couch now, oh-yea, and me and drew are getting along, when I first met him we didn't get along good kindof, but he saved me when the three of us (us plus beth) had sat at the house all day, he didn't really have any reason but i really appreciated it cause it would've sucked times a million if I was there alone with her. So me , kolden, and Jesse took her home last night. Jesse wanted me to go with, and I thought we were just taking Kolden home, he ended up coming which pissed me off cause I wanted that alone time with Jesse, we still havent managed a good heart to heart. I said something on Sat. and he promised thing's will get better. My training is on Thursdays at 11 and i do news on tuesdays at 4:30. soon i think next week my shift starts, im excited bout that. Also I'm super excited cause Steve from Kent cause gave me a hambuger, mmmmm.