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Tranquility is not the same as laziness. Laziness is the habit of resting before you are tired.
And I'll always strive to be tranquil.
Never works, eh.
I need to get my head out of the past, it's making me really depressed. I always feel like a bad person for everything I do, but I know I'm not.
I dont say a bad word about people, I only try and do nice things.
But when I make a mistakes people hate me forever. It must be that bad, I guess.
Before getting bogged down and depressed about what you are, consider what you have the potential to become.
I love Phil and the friends I have and my coworkers and everyone that I'm in contact with right now, so much. I felt happy today and I like having that feeling. I always feel like I dont deserve it, but when it comes around I try so hard to stay with it. I've gotten really good at noticing little things and not taking things for granted. Maybe not the smallest of things, but things like closeness and company and comfort and interest. When I find them, I greet them.
If you want time make time. You will never find time.
Time is so surreal these days. It feels like everything is going so fast because I'm anticipating the future so badly. I'm always busy (school and work basically fills this category) and I always have a plan. One day I'll replace these plans with spontaneity. One day.
If you go through life intent on making others miserable, the only person that you will destroy will be yourself.
I've lately realized that the people around me have this large value that I hold to them. Everyone, Phil, Jessika, Tami, all the people I know, I value so much, but I find it hard to let them know it. I dont know, maybe other people have this same problem. But slowly, I'm finding out how to.
Today is a new day, and I'm going to live it the right way. Today.
And I'll always strive to be tranquil.
Never works, eh.
I need to get my head out of the past, it's making me really depressed. I always feel like a bad person for everything I do, but I know I'm not.
I dont say a bad word about people, I only try and do nice things.
But when I make a mistakes people hate me forever. It must be that bad, I guess.
Before getting bogged down and depressed about what you are, consider what you have the potential to become.
I love Phil and the friends I have and my coworkers and everyone that I'm in contact with right now, so much. I felt happy today and I like having that feeling. I always feel like I dont deserve it, but when it comes around I try so hard to stay with it. I've gotten really good at noticing little things and not taking things for granted. Maybe not the smallest of things, but things like closeness and company and comfort and interest. When I find them, I greet them.
If you want time make time. You will never find time.
Time is so surreal these days. It feels like everything is going so fast because I'm anticipating the future so badly. I'm always busy (school and work basically fills this category) and I always have a plan. One day I'll replace these plans with spontaneity. One day.
If you go through life intent on making others miserable, the only person that you will destroy will be yourself.
I've lately realized that the people around me have this large value that I hold to them. Everyone, Phil, Jessika, Tami, all the people I know, I value so much, but I find it hard to let them know it. I dont know, maybe other people have this same problem. But slowly, I'm finding out how to.
Today is a new day, and I'm going to live it the right way. Today.