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[punkrockguy]

so... i'm not a superstitious guy.. and i'm really not one to take for granted that there's any empirical meaning behind such thoughts.. but today (and somewhat yesterday) have given me a "bad feeling"... i dunno what it is, which is why it doesn't make a lot of sense, but its there.. i'm worrying for some reason about my relationships with some people.. like they are diminishing in some regard, or like if i've unknowningsly done something to lower peoples opinion of me.. kat left for ashville today, i didn't see her today or yesterday before she left, no time.. saw her saturday night, which was an.... "off"... night for me.. i hope i didn't do anything wrong.. i dunno..

i'm probably just being paranoid.. i saw this disgusting, oblong, blood-colored moon tonight driving home from class that just made me think "omen"..

i really don't believe in stuff like that.. so i should probably just forget about it