bitch fest 2007
Sooo...what have I been up to you ask?
A fucking lot.
And its ALL stress!
First: I've been hearing my car clunk and rattle so I take it in to get fixed...they fixed the front wheel...kind of... for 327$ then I still hearing rattling and clunking, so I take it in again, in the same week...its the back end...560$ to fix..STILL hear rattling clunking noise...mind you, this is still the SAME WEEK...take it in...front wheel AGAIN, another 132$...and the right wheel is making noise, but I'm not fixing it until I have more money...the only good thing..my grandparents paid for the back end which was over 500 bucks...that was a relief, but a LOT of money.
Second: So I've been having some serious stomach pains for the last year and a half....I went to the doc at the end of May, and well, he's always been a douche, but I put SOME faith into him...he prescribes me Zantac 300, which doesn't work...so I go back MLK day...and he puts me on Prilosec....which my insurance doesn't cover, you can buy it over the counter...so why prescribe it!?! So I switch doctors...I have an AMAZING doctor now...the first visit he takes blood from me, and then gets me an appointment for an ultra sound...4 days after my ultrasound they call and tell me I have gallbladder polyps...and after my own research I find out that they can be cancerous...so they're sending me to a GI doctor...but first I have to go get ANOTHER test...a HIDA scan next Thursday...and then Friday I see the GI doctor...so stomach pain + gallbladder polyps + possibility of CANCER is freaking me out. I have a strong feeling I'm going to need my gallbladder removed, which doesn't freak me out because I know its a simple procedure, BUT when the hell do I have time to get surgery?!
Third: Work, hey what else is new? Amanda and I aren't on speaking terms...again...because she can't man up and do her job...and I was sick of it, so I mentioned it to a supervisor and he mentioned it to our boss and opened up a whole world of bullshit. Leading me to CHANGE MY CELL NUMBER because she's immature and sends 30 text messages in 45 minutes...after I had already told her to stop texting me....yet she has the guts to say I'M A CHILD, for "ratting her out"...mmm yeah, she's blind and stupid, the funniest part was when she said we weren't best friends anymore...and maybe I'm an ass, but I asked her when we were ever best friends? Best friends don't make you leave her house with dye in your hair so she can go fuck her ex boyfriend now do they? Didn't think so.
Other than that....all my stress I've been taking out on my poor boyfriend. I've tried so hard not to, and it leaves me crying...and we all know how i hate crying. I have no money, and I'm watching every cent that I have, which is NO FUN! My car is breaking down, after I've only had it for a year...my body is breaking down...school doesn't suck but it doesn't help everything else that's going on.
Drew is being way supportive of everything though. We talked about watching our spending habits just the other day...we're both spending way too much. He's going to help me budget my money so I can pay my bills faster. I don't know what I'd do without him and all he's done for me. He is truly the most AMAZING man I have ever met and known and he's all mine and I love him so much!
A fucking lot.
And its ALL stress!
First: I've been hearing my car clunk and rattle so I take it in to get fixed...they fixed the front wheel...kind of... for 327$ then I still hearing rattling and clunking, so I take it in again, in the same week...its the back end...560$ to fix..STILL hear rattling clunking noise...mind you, this is still the SAME WEEK...take it in...front wheel AGAIN, another 132$...and the right wheel is making noise, but I'm not fixing it until I have more money...the only good thing..my grandparents paid for the back end which was over 500 bucks...that was a relief, but a LOT of money.
Second: So I've been having some serious stomach pains for the last year and a half....I went to the doc at the end of May, and well, he's always been a douche, but I put SOME faith into him...he prescribes me Zantac 300, which doesn't work...so I go back MLK day...and he puts me on Prilosec....which my insurance doesn't cover, you can buy it over the counter...so why prescribe it!?! So I switch doctors...I have an AMAZING doctor now...the first visit he takes blood from me, and then gets me an appointment for an ultra sound...4 days after my ultrasound they call and tell me I have gallbladder polyps...and after my own research I find out that they can be cancerous...so they're sending me to a GI doctor...but first I have to go get ANOTHER test...a HIDA scan next Thursday...and then Friday I see the GI doctor...so stomach pain + gallbladder polyps + possibility of CANCER is freaking me out. I have a strong feeling I'm going to need my gallbladder removed, which doesn't freak me out because I know its a simple procedure, BUT when the hell do I have time to get surgery?!
Third: Work, hey what else is new? Amanda and I aren't on speaking terms...again...because she can't man up and do her job...and I was sick of it, so I mentioned it to a supervisor and he mentioned it to our boss and opened up a whole world of bullshit. Leading me to CHANGE MY CELL NUMBER because she's immature and sends 30 text messages in 45 minutes...after I had already told her to stop texting me....yet she has the guts to say I'M A CHILD, for "ratting her out"...mmm yeah, she's blind and stupid, the funniest part was when she said we weren't best friends anymore...and maybe I'm an ass, but I asked her when we were ever best friends? Best friends don't make you leave her house with dye in your hair so she can go fuck her ex boyfriend now do they? Didn't think so.
Other than that....all my stress I've been taking out on my poor boyfriend. I've tried so hard not to, and it leaves me crying...and we all know how i hate crying. I have no money, and I'm watching every cent that I have, which is NO FUN! My car is breaking down, after I've only had it for a year...my body is breaking down...school doesn't suck but it doesn't help everything else that's going on.
Drew is being way supportive of everything though. We talked about watching our spending habits just the other day...we're both spending way too much. He's going to help me budget my money so I can pay my bills faster. I don't know what I'd do without him and all he's done for me. He is truly the most AMAZING man I have ever met and known and he's all mine and I love him so much!