a splatter of thought
ok, well, I feel better. sometimes I need to just go off about something for a while, so its not all fragmented in my head.
I still haven't talked to Jessica about it because her girlfriend is here and she is always preoccupied... but I do plan on it. the thing is, what do I say? its not Jessica's fault any more than its my fault so why should it come between us?
(ahh... but the point is not that its coming between me and Jessica but more that its coming between me and Lilith. I want to see her but I don't. and, its too complicated to write down right now.)
I still haven't talked to Jessica about it because her girlfriend is here and she is always preoccupied... but I do plan on it. the thing is, what do I say? its not Jessica's fault any more than its my fault so why should it come between us?
(ahh... but the point is not that its coming between me and Jessica but more that its coming between me and Lilith. I want to see her but I don't. and, its too complicated to write down right now.)