Just like heaven, a lie to something that was more of a lie

Nov 16, 2006 06:52

she may of forgot it all already, but i havent. I think about it from time to time play what happened in my head i should of seen it coming there were road signs a few months before it happened and i know it was my fault i caused it.
I let someone tell me that she wasnt good enough for me that she was nothing but a bum, i was stupid for letting them so much as say that with out knocking there teeth out, they filled my head with lies and i ate each one and didnt fight back for what i had
but dont get me wrong in all these words i do miss her, but that doesnt mean i'm asking for her back, ive seen what she is now who she fills her days with and i dont ever wish to be part of that. i just wish i could of not let some idiot be the one to break are friendship up. and that the days could go back and i could hold on to moments we had. just a little longer, also i wish to thank her for my birthday, one of the best times ive ever had and still the though of that night makes my face glow.
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