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i have never felt so horrible.
i have never felt so dirty....
and i never want to feel this way again.
i dont trust anyone.
for fear of being hurt, again.
and for fear of feeling this way again.
i dont understand,
why i do the things i do.
why i constantly make bad choices.
and why i dont just change.
if one is unhappy with their life isnt the logical thing to do is change it?
but its so fucking hard.
and i dont know if i can really do it.
i have never felt so dirty....
and i never want to feel this way again.
i dont trust anyone.
for fear of being hurt, again.
and for fear of feeling this way again.
i dont understand,
why i do the things i do.
why i constantly make bad choices.
and why i dont just change.
if one is unhappy with their life isnt the logical thing to do is change it?
but its so fucking hard.
and i dont know if i can really do it.