I think....
I think I'm going to move. not with my parents. i don't think they know. I'm thinking about going all the way across the country. Yep all the way to Washington. theres Only 1 person I know there. Of course it happens to be my best friend whom I haven't seen in almost a year. I do want to see him but thats not the rational for my thoughts. I think I need a fresh start. A start where I know absolutely don't know a single person and start all over. I mean I've done nothing to get in trouble with anyone or the law. I've only got in trouble with my parents. Not even trouble, I've just been a disappointment to them. Really a disappointment to myself. I really wish I didn't do the things I did to screw myself over. But yeah those are my thoughts. and idk if it will really happen or not but I'm hoping it does.