Feb 21, 2007 21:32
I've had a lot of time on my hands lately. I realized I will never grow up. I love acting childish and acting like a kid. I don't see how anyone can't how it isn't fun. I know there's a time to be serious but for me that isn't now.
I miss someone right now. They used to be my best friend. They used to be my only friend. There wasn't a day where I didn't talk to him or see him. I loved him to as much as a brother. Hell he was my brother. But now he's lost. Gone down the way of drugs and such. There's no way of bringing him back. So many memories with him. I don't know how two people could turn out so differently. I want the old him back. I want the old me back too. I want to be back in sixth grade so badly. I had no worries back then. Literally none. All I can remember from back then was happiness. Honestly nothing else. All I wanted to do was have fun and hang out with my friends.
I miss you sean