i like the money as well
its so nice to have a job to take things off my mind, the only thing i worry about now is not having anybody to makeout with :( i was fine without it before but it became routine shit and i hate when that happens, ok so i lied, i just hate that i want to makeout with someone so bad and i cant(there is always that one girl,yummmmmm). what the fuck, i went to the library the other day and i got a book, and it doesnt have any pictures in it either, i dont know what came over me, i think its me trying to slow down the process of me becoming retarded, ever since i left school i feel like i need to learn new stuff. i like being able to use big words when i write and talk it makes me feel accomplished. i turned down some weed today, thats a first, i guess i just had it in my mind that i didnt want to do the same thing every night(smoke, drive around, go to someones house and just sit there, eat alot, repeat) maybe i need to find new people to smoke with, no i just need to find fun things to do. i love lots of stuff