i want to feel infinite in the worst way
june was my bad month, but july has come through for me. i feel as though this month will be excellent, as the first week has gone well.
news as of late:
my friend rachel strole got married, i went to her little reception type thing. we were hanging out with some other young people who were married. it was cool to see people young and in love. it made me realize how i really do desire marriage, and i would get married young. but i suppose in order to get married, i need to date someone which hasn't happened yet, but someday. i'm not worried.
i still don't know whether or not i want to go back to school in the fall. i actually know that i don't want to go, but i haven't decided whether or not i will go. i'm sure i will end up staying in school, but i wish society didn't tell me that i have to do that or i will be an adult failure. some of the best adults i know didn't go to college, and i'm ok with being a poor little social worker anyway. i can do that at this juncture in my education so i'm finding little motivation to continue.
i was getting so sick and tired of just sitting around, so i'm actually seeking out doing new things. last night, marc, brandon, and i midnight movied it up, it was evil dead 2 and i loved it. today the three of us are hitting up mass moca, which will be amazing as it always tends to be. i'm also considering going cliff jumping because it sounds like much fun.
i've been listening to lots of new music lately, and it makes me wish to be creative and instrumental, alas i don't believe i have the talent. maybe i'll try and be artsy in another way because i am left-handed, which should make me quite the creative girl.
that's it for now. life is good, and i think it will continue to be so.
news as of late:
my friend rachel strole got married, i went to her little reception type thing. we were hanging out with some other young people who were married. it was cool to see people young and in love. it made me realize how i really do desire marriage, and i would get married young. but i suppose in order to get married, i need to date someone which hasn't happened yet, but someday. i'm not worried.
i still don't know whether or not i want to go back to school in the fall. i actually know that i don't want to go, but i haven't decided whether or not i will go. i'm sure i will end up staying in school, but i wish society didn't tell me that i have to do that or i will be an adult failure. some of the best adults i know didn't go to college, and i'm ok with being a poor little social worker anyway. i can do that at this juncture in my education so i'm finding little motivation to continue.
i was getting so sick and tired of just sitting around, so i'm actually seeking out doing new things. last night, marc, brandon, and i midnight movied it up, it was evil dead 2 and i loved it. today the three of us are hitting up mass moca, which will be amazing as it always tends to be. i'm also considering going cliff jumping because it sounds like much fun.
i've been listening to lots of new music lately, and it makes me wish to be creative and instrumental, alas i don't believe i have the talent. maybe i'll try and be artsy in another way because i am left-handed, which should make me quite the creative girl.
that's it for now. life is good, and i think it will continue to be so.