a fairy tale story

[punkrockchick34]

i feel on top of the world right now. there's really nothing to explain this feeling, but i feel like i can do anything and be anything and nothing will keep me down. i'm being independent and exploring new things. i switched up colleges and i have no idea what next year holds, and that feeling is one of the best ever. who knows, maybe next year i'll be in a different country, you never know where life is going to take you. matt and i are going to some country in the summer and i can't wait. i have no idea where or even what month, but i know it will be amazing. exploring new cultures is the best thing ever. i'm submerging myself in an indie subculture. i've been introduced to more new bands this year than ever, i'm trying new things (like sushi) and watching indie flicks with some people that i didn't know until recently. i feel sad for people who feel out of control when they don't know whats happening next, because not knowing what's happening, and accepting what comes can be the most liberating thing in the world. basically i'm 19 and i've never felt more alive and present in the world. i have a whole life to stop and settle down, and when it's time for that it will be great, but for now, why not be spontaneous, try new things, and make the most of this time in my life that i can.

i have a strong desire to leave a lasting impression.i want to be creative, and produce something meaningful. i want to write, paint, or do something else creative just to get it all out into the world. i'm really thinking about picking up an instrument, either the guitar or the trombone (because someday, i dream of forming a ska band)

i'm going on an adventure, does anyone want to come along?