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well, today i ideally found out what hatting was meaning for: obsessive-compulsive horny nerds that have never gotten any but are looking to get some through the use of cyber chats. i tell ya, just mention the word sexy and they just come into the fire like lighting flies looking for their long last cousin. yesterday i just wanted to experiment after changing the settings through my dads name. but today after getting up at 9 in the morning (i know way too early especially for me), i got on and every one of those nasty buggers came (in every sense of the word) to me and was like "whatcha wearing?" or "wanna cyber?". i mean damn it's like drinking in the morning you just don't do it unless you want a hangover by noon. i was now yesterday and the guy wanted to cyber, so i was like whatever. so he goes into the role meanwhile i'm not even paying attention and soon then he was like "nikki i'm close!" "oh yeah? well keep on going because i'm not" i told him. sometimes i just wanna chat, you know just talk to a person at the very least find out their name. you know i had a whole conversation with some dude who wanted to do phone and he didn't even know my name?! little stuff like that just irritates me. but the good side to this terrible chatting experience was that after the assholes started to clear out this one dude immed me and we started chatting. in like a real conversation, about real things! he was such a sweety and he even had pictures of himself kinda cute indeed. he sorta reminds me of Patrick (of FOB) because he looked so teddy bearish. only bad thing is i gave him a made-up description like i do to all the other assholes and a fake story but he wasn't an asshole he was super sweet and we talked for around an hour and a half (whoa am i repeating myself?). i sincerely and truly adore him, he even has a lj, his name is shawn.
in other good related news (.::drumroll::.) the tv is off. apparently my parents don't understand what the cable bill they receive every month is referring too. nothing to worry about though they probably just took another loan out of my account to pay it should be on tomorrow. i'm the only one in this house that doesn't work yet i have more money then the working human? we need to get some priorities straight huh? now me and my cousin can go back to our regular lifes since this governmental project of seeing what happens to two very energy deprived teenagers that don't have tv to deal with these last few dog days of summer left has failed. we almost didn't make it. it's times like these that make me wanna say T.G.F.D.V.D (thank god for dvds). i know, you don't have to remind me, i wear the sign everyday: LOSER
well i'm just glad i got that off my chest. i'll write a new slash soon, definitely before i go back to school for round 2. i'm just having a bit a brain block meaning my brain has gone back to it's original state the size of a cube. i need to expand my thinking process some and remember how to spell simple words like "hav". correction: "have". see? their always the hardest ones. hey i ended the entry just in time 1.
i'm tied loveys and my brain is fried see you in the morning.
this is your brain on boredom:
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and that's just the first stage.
give me something to look forward to I'M BEGGING YOU!