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i dont know where to begin
so as yall know me and anna are together and we love eachother blah blah blah
well this morning was the first morning that i didnt spend with her in like 4 months
instead she was outsid taking care of some business as she says
meh ok
i understand
so i gave he rmy phone thursday night so she could call me... no call
hmm
so today i have to call this ladie about a job offer and the number is in my dialed calls part of my phone
but someone erased them thursday night
now
why would she erase the calls?
i mean i dont mean to jump to conclusions.. but
the last time she wanted to erase outgoing calls was when she used her parents cell phone at 3 in the morning talking o me and she didnt want them seeing the number....
so i came to this
appearantly shes talking to someone that she doesnt want me knowing about....
i love her.
i really do
honestly
she's the one i wanna spend the rest of my life with
and i trust her with everything
but guys
this is my last chance
after hope i closed up completely
if this ends
thats it for me
im finished with this whole love thing
im not a very religious person
but if there's one thing i pray for
is that this isnt the end
and i am jumping to conclusions
..