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so... this is my first *official* entry. Why it has taken me so long to write in here is mainly because i like deadjournal way better... plus its simpler to navigate. *shrugs* wait, do i even know what to really say. Shit, i have a lot to say.... there is a lot of shit going on in my life right now. i wouldn't know where to begin.
I'm deeply sadden that my Quiny- poo <-heh will be leaving me soon... i'm not looking forward to it at all... but i have to keep remembering that i'll see him in no fucking time. And i should stop being such a baby. but yeah.
I'm worried about moving to New York. Not worried in the sense that i don't think i could make it in New York or worried about me and Quin... I'm worried about my little sister. Okay so right now there's my step-dad, mom and jamie (15 year old sister) My step dad will soon be shipped off the Iraq, thank you Army (fuckers) not that i really care because my step dad is a fuck head.... but when i leave it will only be my sister and mom. I don't know whether it will be better or not.. with out the old step fucking stupid dad... i don't know, maybe it'll be better... i just love my sis terribly. I will miss her...
But i need to do this. *smiles* i need Quin in my life now more than anything. He's my world. He's the air i breathe. He's my obsession. My addiction. HEY, it's better than smoking pot.
i'll be okay. everything will be fine. *breathes in deeply* why do i have to be such a 'tard?
I'm deeply sadden that my Quiny- poo <-heh will be leaving me soon... i'm not looking forward to it at all... but i have to keep remembering that i'll see him in no fucking time. And i should stop being such a baby. but yeah.
I'm worried about moving to New York. Not worried in the sense that i don't think i could make it in New York or worried about me and Quin... I'm worried about my little sister. Okay so right now there's my step-dad, mom and jamie (15 year old sister) My step dad will soon be shipped off the Iraq, thank you Army (fuckers) not that i really care because my step dad is a fuck head.... but when i leave it will only be my sister and mom. I don't know whether it will be better or not.. with out the old step fucking stupid dad... i don't know, maybe it'll be better... i just love my sis terribly. I will miss her...
But i need to do this. *smiles* i need Quin in my life now more than anything. He's my world. He's the air i breathe. He's my obsession. My addiction. HEY, it's better than smoking pot.
i'll be okay. everything will be fine. *breathes in deeply* why do i have to be such a 'tard?