. kill me .
Thing's are always crappy.. just a known fact of my life that is inescapable. Well, I was supposed to be driving to New Jersey today to be visiting my mom and friends and hopefully dropping my sister off.. but, obviously with the "Blizzard of '03" dropping snow everywhere.. I can't. I'm going to attempt to make the trip tomorrow though.
Ashley just moved back in with me. Since Thursday night she was living with one of her friends because we were having some problems. Both of us were extremely stressed out and getting on each others nerves, so it just wasn't working out at all. Thursday was probably the worst days of my life though.. Woke up to find out that my friend in jersey, Brian, had a brain anurism the day before and was going in for surgery on his brain to clean out the blood and such. It was really unexpected that it happened, and they don't know how he is gonna do. He probably has to go through months of rehabilitation. So, after I found this out.. we were supposed to be going to my grandparents, but Ashley found that her car's transmission had blown.. we could have taken the suburban, but we were both in a really bad mood, so I called my grandma up to tell her I wasn't coming, and she told me that my grandpa wasn't doing too well. He's been really sick the past year, and recently it's just all going downhill for him. So on top of this all, I called my mom to talk to her about my grandpa and also about my sister Ashlyn moving in with her. And my mom flipped shit and was yelling and saying she wasnt going to take my sister, it didn't go well at all. I really don't know what I'm going to do with her. I was planning on bringing her to my moms house and just leaving her there seriously.. Or at least bringing her to jersey and talking my mom into it somehow. So anyway, all of this stressed out both Ashley and I and led to some massive amounts of fighting. Ashley started to bring up an issue of "cheating" and mentioned things that have gone on in the past.. well, needless to say I freaked out and was screaming at her like I never have before. This was when she probably realized that her and I needed a break, especially with all that was going on that day. I can understand though, things have been tough and living together gets stressful sometimes, especially if you're with the person 24/7. She came home this morning though and everything was fine. Nothing was brought up about what happened, we just kinda went on living as normal. We're probably going out to dinner tonight, just the two of us.. a late sort of Valentines, since we didn't spend it together.
So that's what's been going on lately.. not a dull moment at all huh?
.punkrawkloser.
Ashley just moved back in with me. Since Thursday night she was living with one of her friends because we were having some problems. Both of us were extremely stressed out and getting on each others nerves, so it just wasn't working out at all. Thursday was probably the worst days of my life though.. Woke up to find out that my friend in jersey, Brian, had a brain anurism the day before and was going in for surgery on his brain to clean out the blood and such. It was really unexpected that it happened, and they don't know how he is gonna do. He probably has to go through months of rehabilitation. So, after I found this out.. we were supposed to be going to my grandparents, but Ashley found that her car's transmission had blown.. we could have taken the suburban, but we were both in a really bad mood, so I called my grandma up to tell her I wasn't coming, and she told me that my grandpa wasn't doing too well. He's been really sick the past year, and recently it's just all going downhill for him. So on top of this all, I called my mom to talk to her about my grandpa and also about my sister Ashlyn moving in with her. And my mom flipped shit and was yelling and saying she wasnt going to take my sister, it didn't go well at all. I really don't know what I'm going to do with her. I was planning on bringing her to my moms house and just leaving her there seriously.. Or at least bringing her to jersey and talking my mom into it somehow. So anyway, all of this stressed out both Ashley and I and led to some massive amounts of fighting. Ashley started to bring up an issue of "cheating" and mentioned things that have gone on in the past.. well, needless to say I freaked out and was screaming at her like I never have before. This was when she probably realized that her and I needed a break, especially with all that was going on that day. I can understand though, things have been tough and living together gets stressful sometimes, especially if you're with the person 24/7. She came home this morning though and everything was fine. Nothing was brought up about what happened, we just kinda went on living as normal. We're probably going out to dinner tonight, just the two of us.. a late sort of Valentines, since we didn't spend it together.
So that's what's been going on lately.. not a dull moment at all huh?
.punkrawkloser.